I can not stand it anymore!

I walked around forty or fifty minutes, I don't know for sure. I experienced first hand the feeling of wandering around the world without finding myself, I couldn't recover my common sense, it was an emotional expulsion without escape; I exploded.

The fifth avenue was very convulsed, it marked a harmonic contrast with what my interior expelled. Dissatisfied children because their parents did not satisfy the inescapable need to consume sweets, the elderly with their slow walk, the tormenting car horns and the usual overcrowding of people and vendors, everything makes a perfect link with the collapse that I carry on my back.

My step is getting more and more vertiginous, I don't know what my destiny is, I don't know what I'm doing. Dammit! I just want to disappear. Two days without the damn phone ringing, I looked at social networks finding a group of hordes immersed in the fallacy and eager for approval, all revolve around the virtual. Nobody invites a tea, a coffee, a walk along the seashore, a campfire, a guitar, a wine. Everything was gone.

- I do not want to be here!

My step is faster. A girl directs me a: imbecile! Because I spilled his coffee on my jacket. If my condition were normal, I apologize and invite her to a new coffee, but it is not the best time. I stop at the intersection of eleven and look to the sides, my head does not stop moving with desperation, sweaty hands despite the twenty one degrees is a clear sign of impatience, cars go by at high speed, I go up and down Sidewalk.

The city bus has no driving sanity, no speed limits. It is coming, there is a green light that agrees with what I will do, I feel that it is now, it is a great opportunity to be calm permanently; thirty meters, five seconds... four... three... two...

To be continue.