@leejhen 25 April 2022 more from that month

It's not a Poem... Just a Random thoughts... WHY DO TEARS WON'T DRY? I thought that I'm strong and was done crying. But I'm wrong! Everytime I will try to move on and keep myself busy without thinking of him. But at the end of the day. I will end up crying. And it's everyday! Why do tears won't dry? Why it keeps on falling and will never stop? How many drum of tears should I need to cry before it runs dry? How many sleepless night that I will experienced before I sleep peacefully. Is there a chance for my tears not to fall? Is there a chance for me to smile and never cry? I know the answers depend on what I feel. But how can we stop this feeling? This feeling that won't go away no matter how I tried... No matter how I comfort myself to love her own but she won't listen. No matter how tell my mind to stop thinking but she is overthinking and tears will still fall... Can we take out our heart and throw it away? So, that we can't felt the hurt and sadness. And tears will surely not fall at all. It's a matter of feeling... If we stop feeling sad, tears won't appear. But my question is, how? leejhen 🤍