@laraib 14 December 2020

Love...you should eat me well...

Why you are giving me **sweet pain?** Eating a little bit, then left me and came again to fill that eaten part to eat it again. Why? I want you to have to eat me properly so that I can't be alive to become a food of you Because it hurts me again and again. Why my mind wants to write positive things, but my finger just writing words of the heart. How can I write which thing I don't want to think? Thinking of the situation, saying sorry, what I did, I'm not okay after doing it. It's killing me slowly. I don't know what should I do, where should I go, to whom should I share..I'm just tired...tired of my situation...tired of life...tired of giving proof..tired of caring for others, yes I'm tired of the word ''me'' used by others. **You are just laughing at my tears?? Do you have a heart?** No one is here to understand well, people come and will go when they want they will not think about others. What if I did a mistake and said sorry, but each day a torturing situation is creating regarding that mistake and at the end just say I did forgive you?? Do you know the word forgive?? It's over now I can't tolerate this situation. Don't come to me. Just leave me alone.