I Can't Stop Me ft. Rusty (ST #4)

Disclaimer: This is not all about rants. I'm happy that he still visit my articles but he only leave me a little bit tip compared before. They said that I'm still lucky since he visiting my articles and they also gave me inspiration to not lose hope because they also experienced it for more worse. Without further introduction, let's get started.

Rusty is not our ordinary robot. He always making us happy every time he's spamming our notification with a lot of upvotess on our notification. The time when he spammed my article about my review in noise.cash was a great reminiscence.

I'm still floating in the air when I remember the setting and how he slowly changing my perspective after that scenario. Being tipped by the bot is such an angel in dusguise. I still remember after that generous upvote, I only got 0.02 tips on the next article that I made.

I still write and I didn't noticed that I am earning a lot of BCH since Rusty was not skipping tipping my article. My average tip that I got are ranging from 2 to 5 USD and I'm super happy when I gaining a lot. Who would thought that I could earn money at my phone which is more than my baon before?

I can say that everyone here on this community have a love and affection with Rusty since he is a natural flirt. He can easily easy to get the heart of the writers especially me. He tipping randomly but in my case, I felt like I went back to the past like the past before we met.

I became dissatisfied when I saw on my previous articles that he only gave me small tips compared before but I said that I will not stop writing. Ironically, I still feel demotivated since he only paid me a little bit visit but he never let me down to write.

Finding wrong at my articles, I think not. I have a gut that he didn't give too much tips when I deleted my post about my mistakes using his sister site. I felt empty when I saw my friends on read.cash receiving a lot of tips from Rusty and I said that I will not stop.

I became more moody when my holding balance is decreasing since I used it on my E-Load business. I have a balance on my bitcoin.com before which was 50$ but now, my balance aching to 34$ since I released funds that didn't funded. The BCH also drop on the ground which I felt empty obviously.

I made fun at my noise account that my co-users gave me a lot of tips compared to Rusty. I think there is something wrong and I said to my instinct that I will change my account but I pouted when I saw my almost 100 subscribers. I slowly developing my unwanted insecurities and anxieties which are not good to my health.

But lately, I use it as my way to change it as my greatest opportunities. Yes, you read it right. Opportunities that I can use to make myself better. Struggles became my opportunities and here are the following.

a) Focus more on school activities.

I think I shall need to do my modules than to write such an article which covers up my time that I settled to my important prioritiea. Aside from that, I can still earn by that way and I will get my family a better future. I can still use the lessons that I learned since my strand is all about computations, writing and businesses so I think I should be more focused than that.

b) Do not depend on him.

That's one of the lesson that I learned from him and this is to be independent to the mood that I need to have. Personally, when my grandmother asks me about my earnings through this platform, I became more irritated and sad since I wasn't expected that he became quite than his previous activities. I think that's the reason why I said that. As of today, I gain a lot of anxieties when I wrote this one.

c) Read articles and leave a comment if you want.

I decided to read and to explore more articles that caught my interest on the hot section. I also want to know what are the things that I must know upon their thoughts and facts that they shared since I think it's the best way to gain engagement and noticed by the bot.

CONCLUSION

On the contrary, no one can stop me to write and no can let me down in terms of earning while writing. I'm still lucky since he still giving me tips and my co-writers said that I must not lose hope. I hope you get my point. Thank you for reading. More earnings to come.