I am a failure, I am a failure. Who said that? That is me who always talk myself and ask.. Why I am this great poor girl? Firstly, I am down with my profession. I didn't get my job good in my whole life. I tried my best to get what I want but my best is not that good and enough to see many people.
Secondly, my personal life, my family, my marriage. I've been in the middle of nowhere. I don't know what's the end of this relationship with my partner. It's about almost 20 years we've been together but no chemistry is set here so far. I'm just looking at the side of my children then for the sake of them. But sometimes, I'm asking how about me? I just wished that some time it could be as better and as good as I am dreaming about love. Not that perfect one but as happy it can be.
