What is it that you are most passionate about?

What is it that you are most passionate about?

When I was younger, I was a very silent girl. I didn't have friends, I didn't talk a lot. I wasn't that bright nothing about me was special. I wasn't pretty like my big sister Yes, I was pretty but not to be considered like a prom queen or beauty queen level of pretty.

Growing up I was blessed to have decent good life, I have to admit there were some rainy days but most of it was decent. the only troubles I used to have growing up is with finding friends and coming out of my sisters shadow which I did and my life has been a happy vibe from then on.

My mother loved me, my father, loved me I had one older sibling who was for the most part a good elder sister growing up, I had three younger siblings who I took care on and who look up to me. I went to a good school as good as being from a middle class family could get you in to. I did not get bullied that much though. I was ostracized from my friends for being weird. I was familiar with the schools cleaners and librarian. I think I talk about this in my previous articles quite a lot.

When growing up I never really found anything that I truly desired or truly needed tents a passion. I had no passion for life. All I know is the little world that I was living it from home to school from school to home with my books. My family. And that was it like so simple, a little bubble. If you Have it a little bubble of paradise specifically for me. I never thought about what would be next. All to the ways which a small child will not know anything. And then, I reached high school and high school was a challenge for me. Let me tell you.

Puberty hit me like a brick. It was as if Mother Nature said that you are not going through. Puberty the way that everybody else is going through that mother nature. Deemed me worthy enough to be hit by the all-powerful acne. Yes, and I know acne is nothing. That's too bad. Some people did not see the second year of high school and stuff like that. But to me growing up it was a little bit different. You walk around High School, you walk around classes, and you see these girls who are currently developing into women and don't have any spots on their faces. And you're the only girl, who is flat chested thinner than a stick. With.

Huge humongous Sports dangling, from her face. And you start wondering like why is this different? Why am I different? And that's where it began the small little things.

The smaller things that you think about when you asleep. Things like why does Jessica have a cat and I don't. Oh, why does this person look like this and I don't those small little instances. Those small little moments in life that just build up and build up and build up. And then you start comparing and contrasting your life. That is where desire comes in and that is where passion comes in and to me my passion was life and I know it sounds vague and hypocritical and a little bit hippie to say that my passion is life. But let me tell you the truth. When I mean my passion is life. I do not mean living life and just growing old. No, I mean, a lifestyle, a life that I want my life to be. That. When you close your eyes, and you imagine yourself somewhere, you desire to be in a different position than you are right now. That is what I wanted when I was younger.

I would sit in the living room for hours and just watching TV, and that is where I found out that the world is really big and it was amazing. I would observe things in watching. Nat Geo Wild, the historical Channel and other networks.

Seeing these people, these historians. These movie stars these actresses, these philosophers, all these people of all walks of the world. These Travelers, these people walking around the world and exploring and seeing new cultures being as free as a bird in the sky and seeing architecture that's Beyond what even our imagination can fathom.

I learned that the Earth is full of the unknown and contains secrets as ancient as itself and the desire to have that lifestyle to walk around to find things to experience. New cultures, new smells new emotions, new sides, new views, everything. I desired that. My goal in life is to get to a point where I can do both.

In my previous articles, I had already written that I do not have the normal view of life or what my future would be. I do not see it as having a husband or wife and kids and growing old. I see it in the experience beyond anybody's wildest imaginations. I'd like to roam around the world with my partner. I'd like to see. Things extraordinary things. I'd like to be the first to discover some things, and I think that's why I am obsessed with books and why I like to fantasize and daydream so much.

And it's because of those Early Childhood Days when I was just this wide-eyed little girl who enjoyed watching the television enjoyed reading books about life in the world. And if it started a small fire not even a fire, a small little spark like an amber in a abyss of darkness,that spark grew and grew into this raging volcano. Just wanting to erupt with desire and imaginations and

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