"When I'm at the edge of breaking down and madness fills my guts to end my miserable life you came by surprise and caught me off-guard - I'm falling - once again."
Three months I have been fooled, was played and unaware— so broke always in my bed. One day I woke up, I notice I'm left out. With so many things in mind all the pain I hide- I know I need to break this bind; 'cause my heart keeps on stretching, can no longer count the stretch marks, and fresh are the stitches.
"I'm at the edge of breaking down and might miss feels my guts to end my miserable life, I'm no longer expecting that you'll ever come- I'm falling into pieces- once again."
Four months later, I think I'm already healed but my friends in the field say my heart is already dead, but no, it's still beating. I have lesser sleeps- I say goodbye to my cry-bed- I'm back to my old self; ready to face the new challenges, I think...
"I'm still at the edge of breaking down but now have stronger got to leave my life in no longer minding if you'll ever come- I'm falling to pieces- never again."
Four weeks forward and life moves onward and I'm thinking about new tracks but here I go again; my friends are teasers; and like a Taser gun you got me shaking like a madman on the loose- you are my instant cure. And so our story goes: I feel like a ghost easily penetrated, there's something in me you've calibrated. The feeling is just right and I feel not a fright- there's something in you that keeps me going and staying— ALIVE.
"I'm still at the edge of breaking down but have stronger guts to the live my life and you help me put back to pieces— you are the one."
At my most unexpected hours we'll have phone calls- you keep on asking me the things to do and what to do- we'll as a guy who kind of know a thing- I'll share them to you. I really like the "thank you" popping on my phone. And I haven't got the slightest idea why I don't say "welcome" much but every time I do, I say, "you are always welcome" when I don't say "always" at all.
"I'm no longer at the edge of breaking down, but still don't have the guts to say it, you help me put back to pieces— you are the one."
At my saddest moment- you know them well- got no idea how. And at our moments together, though they don't last much for hours, already feels like forever. And I really like the way you say, "There's no forever", will I say, "I don't care as long as we have a moments together" then you'll smile and I'll be damn dead— cause your smiles are my killers!
"I'm no longer at the edge of breaking down..."
The day of my life has come and I feel like exploding; you came into my life when I'm exhausted in love and put me back to pieces; and I have got a secret you must know in phrases.
"I now have the guts to say it..."
I invited you to a dinner, you said "yes", and I already feel like a winner. And as I hold myself together, while staring at your eyes and your deadly smiles— you are my killer, don't know any more what I'm saying but I know I'm doing it right. I said, "I don't know if I could live another day lying to myself not letting you know— I love you." And just a word from you made me stop, "yes" as you said it, the beating of my heart stresses, but no I'm not stressed out, I'm just stressing my unexplainable feeling. And I added but only to give me to myself that you, "help me put back to pieces" for I know "you are the one."
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That feeling when you finally find someone. The one that fills that emptiness inside of you.