You see a lady in a picture that is smiling back to you, however that lady is about to give up all the bad things that is happening in her life right.
She had been to worst. Every day she is in pain. From losing her father and then her Brother in Law, she hasn't been normal ever since.
Yes, she is living her life everyday, but the pain of losing people you love is always there. She smiles, she laugh hard but at the end of the day, there is a hole to fill. A hole that will never be fill anymore.
It is a broken heart.
She never thought that is the reason that no matter how happy she is, she will get back to feel what she is missing. She has a lot in her mind and she feel any happy experiences and thought, will never be enough.
She is giving up. Giving up all to God.
Her life will never be the same but she will continue breathing and hoping someday, the pain she is feeling will make her more stronger.