Random Thoughts! (12AM tots!)

Hi, its already 12:41am and I don't feel sleepy yet, maybe because there are a lot of things that runs through my mind. I am thinking about my studies, my family and this one person who makes my heart flutter (hehe). By the way, this person is my suitor who have been courting for almost two months and got rejected twice. Hahahaha he never stopped though.

I don't know why but I felt scared everytime he talks about his feelings for me, he keeps saying that he is really in love with me, and I think the feeling is mutual but I don't really want to engage in a relationship as of now, because I am still pressured with my studies especially with my thesis right now.

But the problem is... I think I love him already. My heart flutters everytime I see him, I'm always excited for his messages and chats, I get sad when he's not around and he keeps running through my mind all day! Is this LOVE, for real? Huhu.

I know there's always a time for everything. And I hope his love for me will still remain until the moment that my heart and myself is ready to embrace relationship with him. 🤍

That's all everyone. I hope you enjoy reading my "12AM thoughts". Hehe sorry for my POOR english 😭.

Good Night! ✨

-jangmi