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I’m done playing it safe and abiding by the rules. I’ve waited far too long to let my heart and soul shine. I’ve been cooped up, kept down and repressed for so long, I almost forgot who I was. That ends now. I’m taking back my power and unleashing all of my beautiful vibrance. I’m not going to let anyone tell me what I can and can’t do anymore, because this is my life and my chance to shine brightly.. I’m refuse to hide who I am anymore or dull my sparkle because other…
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Renewal: My 365 Daily Dose **God will direct your steps. Provebs 3:6** I was lost. Didn't know whom to run to. Seems like all people around are monsters. I push people that I love so that they won't see me in tears. I was hopeless. I became weak. I cried to him: questioning, why does all this pain keep coming back to me. I know that I am capable of giving the unconditional love. Yet, they still use me. Then God send an angel. My son. I promise you to give you the world that…
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Renewal: My 365 Daily Dose Above all, LOVE each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude sins. 1 Peter 4:8 At my darkest hours. I thought God don't love me. Why? because of the tragedies that happen in my life. The feeling of negligence of my real mother. I don't have concrete background about my life. I didn't know who is my real father. I don't have memories about him. His first kiss, his first hug, his first lullaby. Whom I am longing for. I was blinded of what…
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Renewal: My 365 Daily Dose Fear not, for I am with you. Be not dismayed for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Help you, uphold you. with my RIGHTEOUS RIGHT HAND Isaiah 41:10 I admit, I am weak: specially when it comes to the people that I love. I AM WEAK WHEN IT COMES TO : LOVE Scriptures and images that have been inked all over my body, yet have a soft heart. Why? Because, I have embraced PAIN as a part of my existence. Pain that I can't burst out. Screams that I cannot…
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Love and live on my terms.. Finding myself has never been so beautiful. I tried for so long to hide from all the things I didn’t want to face. I’d smile through the heartache and tears, saying that I was just lost. Truthfully, I’d make any excuse to bury the pain and try to forget the past. I thought it was easier to ignore what i was feeling so I could attempt to create a safe haven from my thoughts- though they never seemed to stop running through my mind. I hid from the…
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She was an old soul, caught between a strong mind and a fragile heart.. She was someone that most people just didn’t understand...not for their lack of trying. She was always kind and smiling, but she never really let her guard down. Her eyes spoke volumes about who she truly was, but most never bothered to look past her walls to uncover her depths. Truthfully, she protected who she was with ferocity, saving her real beauty for her special ones..the people that knew her on a…
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Renewal: My 365 Daily Dose For the Lord sees not as man sees. Man looks on the outward appearance, but the LORD looks on the HEART. 1 Samuel 16:7 People judge us because of our outside appearance. Never knowing what was your past life. Why we do things with stupidity. Not thinking what would our love ones would feel. ... But deep inside, We are lost. We are focus with anger, regrets, pain. Not knowing that God is always there. Guiding us. Protecting us. He made his own ways…
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Renewal: My 365 Daily Dose Rejected by people. But in the sight of God, I'm chosen and precious. 1 Peter 2:4 I've been rejected. Work, Love, Life. Rejected at work because of the art that is written all over my body. Failed marriage. Almost committed suicide. I just really want to end my PAIN before. Didn't know where to turn to. Longing for love and attention but turns out as another broken relationship. Because of the image of perfect family. I never thought that I HAVE…
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Slow down, and enjoy the creations around me. I woke up today and realized I needed more.. More of all the things that matter most to me. I want to be able to close my eyes, open my heart and feel the magic in the moments that I’ve been overlooking. To see and hear the little things that have been escaping me and to fall in love with being alive, every day. I know that there’s still going to be rainy days and painful times, but I control how I let those things affect me. I’m…
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I owe myself the biggest apology for letting you treat me poorly. I tried to tell myself that you loved me the best way you knew how, but I was just lying to myself. I let you treat me in a way that I never should have allowed and it’s my fault for letting that happen. I’m not going to blame you for being who you are, that’s just your nature. I’m better than that and for some reason, I forgot that when we met. I stopped standing up for myself and letting my voice be heard. I…
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My inner peace is on budget. I can't afford negativity, doubt, drama I know that people will judge me and say that I act as though I’m too good for them.. And if that’s the negativity and closed mindedness that defines them, maybe I am. I don’t have the energy or desire to keep up with who’s doing what or why..my life keeps me busy enough and I have no need to focus on anyone but myself. Forget all those bad vibes, I’m a shooting star that isn’t going to let the negativity…
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We drink to forget? Very wrong. Don't use alcohol to escape problems. Trust his process, feel the pain. Until the pain will be gone on its own.
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Each song that I hear, relate through every pain that I have been through.
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Before, I blame myself for giving everything just to make people stay. Ending. They will me broken Now? I have no regrets. because If other people truly love me? they will stay. No matter how hard the situation is.
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Renewal: My 365 Daily Dose TRUST and WAIT for what is still UNSEEN. Romans 8:24 We always think about the negative sides of every decisions that we are all facing. Never knowing that what we are doing have a good intentions. For Me? I'm not in a rush, I'm just determined that one day. All the hardship that I'm doing will be worth a while. It may take a long way but I know with God as my center. HE WILL NEVER LET ME DOWN.
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Truth is, she doesn't need to be save. She just need to be loved. She had long ago decided her path would be different from the others she knew. They sought safety in relationships and merged their self worth into the people they loved. She’d been down that road and after countless heartbreaks, knew that she had to go a different way. She was through looking for a man to save her or try to fix her.. Maybe she was broken, but it wasn’t in the way that the world thought.. Her…
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Renewal: My 365 Daily Dose I can do all things through him who strengthens me. Philippians 4:13 Before, I am to scared: Scared to be judged. Scared to be seen. Scared to be left out. Scared to hear things that will let me down. But NOW? I'll stand. I stand for my happiness. I stand to the things that make me feel so right. I stand for myself. WHY? If you know that you are happy on what you are doing? then that is the right one. Your intentions are pure. worth giving. worth…
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I have been captured by your darkest. Let me light you and bring you back home. I love you.
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Don't let your ego and pride eat you my love. Hold me, Hug me tight. Tell me your pain. We will work things out. TOGETHER, My love.
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Distance? For me, just miles or time difference. As long as your committed to that relationship. Nothing is impossible. Let the us follow the his path. We will never be lost. Just hold my hands. I will guide you.
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Wise man says: Use your pain as your WEAPON: Weapon to shield your hardship. Weapon to protect your dreams. Why? Pain is used as an inspiration. not to stop life. We only have one life. Make is precious.
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How would you give up. If that person is part of your PRAYER.
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I don't really believe in prayers before. but now that I met you? I am kneeling, praying, for your everyday safety. I am waiting for you to come home. I love you, my soldier.
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My heart hurt so good. Your love you are giving me is sooo overwhelming. I love you
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We may be apart but let my angels from up above hug you tight.
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I am thankful, that after all the chaos there's still light that will guide our path for the better things to come.
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Regrets, Pain, Self pity makes you feel weak. Why not try to put yourself first before others. Let good thoughts take you to a better place.
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WE ARE ALWAYS LOVED. No matter what happens. He is with us.
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I am not perfect but I know I am precious to my creator.
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Always choose to forgive. Forgive the people that hurt you. Forgive the people who left you. Forgive the people who let you down. Because everything that happens to us has it's own reasons. When your single and young. Live yourself to the fullest. Enjoy life. Life is truly a roller coaster ride. Up's, Down's and every twirl of it has an effect to us. We get dizzy right? In true life, We meet someone, cheer you up. then, they leave, we bend our knees, begging for them to stay…
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Independent are hard to love. She’s the one that scares off all the men..she is everything they want yet have no idea the truth behind her eyes. They don’t know how to approach her nor what to make of her..she’s something rare, beautiful and dangerous to them. They’ll say she is difficult, hard to please or stubborn, but the reality is that she has standards, she’s guarded and doesn’t settle. The weaker men will call her the things she isn’t because it makes them feel bigger…
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Soulful Eyes She doesn’t need to fixed, saved or completed..she just needs to be understood. Not because she tries to be mysterious or complex, but because her soul- one of the truly old souls- yearns for deep connections and passionate love. She’s tried the ordinary lackluster love and it always left her unfulfilled. Her road has been a hard journey, though she’d never ask for anyone’s pity.. She has too much self respect than to wallow in her misfortunes. She’s strong…
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Fill my soul with moments. Don’t tell me what I can’t do, what won’t happen or what isn’t possible. I’ve lived my entire life listening to everyone trying to tell me how to act or who to be.. I’m done living life by the rules of others- It’s left me empty inside, devoid of purpose and meaning.. And I refuse to live without purpose, passion or principles. Sure, I know it will be hard blazing my own trail and going a different direction, But what joy is there in playing small?…
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Stay and let's chase our monsters together. I know there are times that you lose hope, When the walls seem to close in around you And all you can see is the pervading darkness. Those are the times when I’ll be there for you. There to hold your hand and just be in the moment, Breathing deeply as we are tangled in embrace. Nothing but us and the sounds of our breathing To slowly fill our souls again with hope. You’ve been lost so many times before, When you felt utterly alone,…
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Do you see me? You look at me and all you can see is what’s different about me. I know I don’t fit into your definition of normal and I’ve long since accepted who I am and I love every imperfection and challenge that is part of my life. When you see my challenges and what makes me unique, you stop seeing me as the person that I am.. And begin to view me for all the things that set me apart. You forget that I have feelings, emotions and thoughts like everyone else. That’s…
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Never have me twice. You thought when we met that I was just like all the others..but you couldn’t have been more wrong. I’m the one that you don’t know quite what to do with, the one that labels don’t fit and definitions don’t describe. I’m fiery, spunky and sassy..you can count on me to always speak my mind and share my thoughts. Truthfully, you don’t know quite what to make of me..but then, most people don’t. You’ll say I’m a handful and have an attitude, but that’s just…
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You are more than enough. He looked up at her, unsure what to say as his words failed him. A solitary tear rolled down his cheek and he struggled to speak, smiling through the tears at the woman he loved so dearly. All his life, he’d been told he wasn’t good enough, that he should be more, do more. He did all he could do be the best man he knew how to be, but there were always those that tried to tear him down. They made him doubt if he was even worthy of being loved..the…
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Remember me and smile. I was scrolling through my phone today and I came across a picture of us. It startled me -I didn’t expect to see that memory and it caught me off guard. I thought I had deleted all of those pictures long ago, and with good reason..I no longer let baggage weigh me down. It was one of those moments when you could see the happiness in our faces and the sparkle in our eyes. I put the phone down and my mind began to race with memories of a time long ago..…
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All my life, I had just wanted to be loved and accepted for just who I am. There were times when I didn’t even know what that meant, but I kept putting my heart out there trying to find that elusive thing called love. You encounter so many wrong ones along the way that you start to lose hope that you’ll find the right one. I knew how love was supposed to feel- or so I thought, but all the almosts and dead end loves didn’t ever make me feel the thing I had searched for..the…
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I can’t explain what happened when we met, Only that the stars aligned and love came To take our hearts and bring them together, Against all odds and worlds apart. I’d spent my whole life wishing on stars, Hoping that one day, I would find my forever, The one who could see past my eyes, And understand the truths of my soul. I’d read all the love stories, seen the movies But until love comes for you, There’s no explanation that can ever truly Describe how beautiful true love…
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Her entire life, she had chased the ones that made her heart race..in all the wrong ways. She tried to turn temporary pleasures into long term love..and failed every time. Whatever you chose to call them- bad boys, playboys, bachelors..they always ended up being broken roads. She longed for the love story she saw others enjoying and the accompanying happiness. She wanted it so badly that she continued to make bad decisions repeatedly.. until one more shattered heart left her…
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FREE. If you want to truly know who I am, don’t ask me about where I’ve been or the things I’ve seen or done. I’ll gladly share my journey with you- the wonders, the miracles and all the bad stuff in between. But that doesn’t begin to capture the true depths of my essence. No, I’m not defined by where I’ve been or the struggles that shaped me.. My soul is deeper and older than just places and things. Ask me instead about the music that got me through the times when nothing…
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You don't know my reasons All my life, I was told who and what I should be, how I should act and the choices I should make. I’m done living my life by the opinions of the people who don’t know me and frankly, don’t care and don’t matter. If they had their way, they’d have me be just another copy in a world full of unoriginality. I can’t live that way, because I’ll never be happy trying to be whatever it is they think I should be. They didn’t walk my road, endure my struggles…