Questions: They Are Sailing On My Mind

Hello, hello, helloooo! Your future Agriculturist and you're wannabe writer (HAHA!) is here again.

This time, I'm gonna write the questions that are sailing on my mind. Questions that some are already answered and many are still remaining as a questions. Thanks to @JonicaBradley for organizing this kind of writing event which I will be joining, too.

So, let's start nowwww....

Do you also has this sets of questions running in that pretty mind of yours? Well, I know you have because I do also have it. A lot of it! About our life, our future, my goals, and many many more.

"So many questions ... that a number of days will not be enough for me to enumerate and ask them all. "

There were so many why's, when's, and how's that I want to find an answer for, a concrete and a clear one. For this article, let's focus on those unanswered questions. Questions that aren't still given an answer but was followed by another and more questions. Let's begin with this one....

Why can't I start a business?

I have so many ideas, but why? Is it because I lacked in actions? Is it because I lacked in money? Or maybe, both?

There are more ... about our lives.

When will I and our family be successful in life? Will we ever be successful? How can we be successful? Does the fact that I study hard and that I'm a certified dreamer was already enough? Or do I need to be more determined, dedicated, eager?

Will I achieve my goals? My dreams? My prayers? How long do I still need to work hard for me to achieve it all?

Does my lil bro still wants to study? Do I have to ask him? And, do I have the courage to ask him about it?

Does Papa still wants to work? To work for our family? Does my old Papa will be back again? When? How?

Why do we have toxic relatives? Why does Mama has an Aunts that are soooo toxic? Is it because we are not rich? Because we don't have a tons of money? Or are they just envious because we have a big family? And, they just had themselves? No children that they can call as their own?

And, most specially....

When can we leave Mama's place? Because I don't want to live here anymore. So many toxic people are around our family. Pulling us down with them. Pushing us down and down and down.

When will we have our own house? Far from this place. The place that we can have our own lives. The place that we don't need to consider what our relatives will say and comment.

And....

Does that time will ever come? Or we will live here forever? No freedom ....

And, here comes my love life.

Well, I don't have one, can you give me? Hahaha! Just kidding.

Why can't I have my crush's attention and adoration?

HAHAHA! OMG. Let's me make this part a dramatic one. XD

Like many girls (Oh! I'm not jus a girl anymore. I'm a woman now!) out there, I also do have some crushes. But, I kept on asking myself if do they also feel the same to me? Or nah? Maybe, it's the second one. (Huhu! Joking.) I'm kind of witty, loving, and a responsible one. But, I don't know if I'm pretty and sexy or not. Or, is it because I lacked in HEIGHT? (HAHAHA!) Well, let's leave this part already.

When can I meet him? That man who will love me, accept me, and will cage me in his loving arms forever. Just like on those Wattpad stories! Haha.

"I know that there was a forever, if none, why does are parents still together? :) Loving each other and still feeling that sparks like a teenager. Hihi!"

These are just some of my questions. Questions that are sailing on my mind. Questions that are still unanswered. Questions that are not lessen but becomes more and more and more in each passing days. Questions that I can't find an answer for, for now. But.....

"These are the questions that I will not just find an answer for. But, will also prove that those questions will not be left behind. Never!"

Maybe you would want to read my previous articles:

'My Flaws Are Not My Fate": https://read.cash/@imanagrcltrst/my-flaws-are-not-my-fate-5412efca

Finally, I'm Back!: https://read.cash/@imanagrcltrst/finally-im-back-8dcab3b6

Or let's have a chitchat and become a friends in Noise.cash:

imanagrcltrst: https://noise.cash/u/imanagrcltrst

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