@iAmVhan 19 February 2022

My highschool crush. Love month is not yet over. For you, *how can you define love?* *What is your love story?* *How it all started?* *When was the last time na kinilig ka?* Each of us have a unique love story. In this article, I want to share my love story although Valentine's Day is over I'm not yet late to share it, right? Still, everyday is the best time to love. I really love this Bible verse quote **Isaiah 60:22 When the Time Is Right I, the Lord Will Make It Happen.**

It all started when..... I was on my second year high school year 2012 when I meet him. Supposed to be I'm in section 1. If you are in section 1 that means you have a higher grade and for those lower section are having low grade. But there's a sudden change in our school there is"re-shuffle" of students. Meaning, mixing students and there is no sections anymore. First day of school, I'm so mad being in that section (di ko bet mga kaklase ko! Haha! Just kidding) but as the days passed by I'm enjoying it. I noticed this certain guy with dark complexion and petite. He's a silent type guy. Here comes the election of class officers, I am elected as a Secretary in our room. Everytime I am obliged to collect 2.00 to bought floor wax. And this guy was elected as a Business officers. One of my classmates is a friend of mine he's also my neighbor. Every lunch time we are always together. Then this guy suddenly become a friend of my neighbor, so for short naging close din kami. I find this guy so cute! And everytime that I'm in his company, there's a butterfly in my stomach! Haha. Aysus kinikilig talaga ako. He's my crush... Super crush! After getting to know each other, we've exchanging love letters (yes! Uso pa noon ang love letters) pero I never kept one :'( As the day goes by, our feelings are mutual. One day I told him "Yes, pumapayag na ako maging girlfriend mo" (super kabado ako!). I can see in his face that he's a little bit confused. Then after a month I am expecting something, a surprise letter or gift but he didn't know that it's our 1st monthsary. I didn't talked to him a couple of days. In our room, some of my classmates make a way on how we can be okay, so we talk to each other after school hours. He asked me why I didn't noticing or even talking to him, I answered "you almost forgot our 1st monthsary". He was shocked! For short, hindi niya alam na sinagot ko na pala siya or masyado lang ako nag assume. Hahahaha! So, for him I think we are not into relationship. 💔 After he talked, we broke up! So confusing actually we are not pala, so walang break up! Haha. Here comes the junior high, we are not classmates anymore. I'm back in section 1 and he's in section 7 but we are in the same campus that's why I always saw him around which makes me feel a little bit uncomfortable, I think because of the past. But still, I have feelings for him. Some of our friends teasing us. By that time, I dont have some time and I'm focusing on my studies so we didn't talked even once. When you reach junior high there's an event called JS Prom (Junior and Senior Prom). It's my first time to attend and everyone's wearing a formal attire, a night of glitz and glamour. When a sweet song played, he approached and asked me "Can I dance you?... (kilig si ghurl! Haha). Of course I'm not pabebe that time. We danced after that he sat beside me and we talk a little.

Senior high! First day of school, again I'm on section 1. Our professor is calling our names one by one so we need to fall in line. Next the section 2, I heard his name being called. I am surprised that he's in section 2 and our classroom are side of us. I can't explain the feeling of seeing him again and he smiled at me. Still, I have feelings for him. I am being thrilled to see him again and he's cute and handsome! One of my friend gave my number to him, our schoolmates always teasing us. We exchanging text messages, we even call each other and we go out together. Then come the prom again, sadly I wasn't able to attend. My cousin told me that this guy is looking for me, she told me that this guy is so handsome that night wearing a coat they even dance because I'm not there. I think my cousin makes me jealous. This guy is handsome that's why some of the girls roaming around him. One day, our campus had an event called Victory Ball so juniors and seniors have a night to party. We dance all night but there is a girl who's looking for him. I heard that this girl have feelings for him and this guy (my ex boyfriend kuno?) wanted to court this girl and the same time he is courting me. I got mad, I left him in that ball and he even go out of the campus and goes home. I really don't know how to feel that night, then I set him free..... After a couple of days, I see them together after school hours. They are together leaving the campus. It really breaks my heart. I really like him but I don't know why our relationship is like that and suddenly he's now in relationship. I almost cried every night, after school hours my guy best friend knows I'm in pain that's why he never leave me and told me not to see them together cause it will hurt me more.

We didn't have communication after graduation, doesn't have any closure. Will I ever see him again? Because I still like him... TO BE CONTINUED...