I have asked myself that question, and I believe that only God can know the answer, what I am sure of is this feeling so sublime that I feel for you, and that is what I am going to try to explain through this note.
The day I met you, I observed you, and I could notice a lot of warmth but also sadness in your eyes. It is remarkable that due to fate that day your life crossed with mine
Now I think that that day was written in our history that day had to pass, that moment was reserved for us. I felt your magic at the precise moment that you looked at me and smiled, that moved something deep inside my heart, it could be said that at that precise moment that seed of love germinated that today has become this leafy tree and that is now giving these special fruits that have changed and filled my life with great happiness.
I know that the decision to meet was prompted by something or someone that until today I could not explain.
I confess that since I saw you I knew that sooner or later something between the two would happen was only a matter of time, at that precise moment I did not see you as someone else, I saw you as my wife. And I know that deep down you felt something similar, and from that moment I decided to invade your territory and be present in your soul.
As time went by, you became an essential being in my life. And it is that I really think that God and the Universe were conjugated so that your destiny crossed with mine with some purpose and that purpose should not be other than happiness.
You know I feel that thank God today I have smiled again, today the sun rises again with all its brightness and the clouds have been dissipating, today I have again taken steps through the path of harmony and trust and that only you You could promote it because it was you who I was looking for, who I invented who I dreamed of.
I had already told myself not to put my heart in the hands of anyone again, because although on the outside I am a very strong being, on the inside I present a great fragility and things hurt me and each wound takes a long time to heal. But something very strange and difficult to explain happened with you, you arrived and in a simple way the floodgates that contained a whole sea of ​​sensations reopened and like a great torrent they took over my rationality, without my conscience being able to stop and today I feel that my heart is no longer in my power but now you have it. And I realize that because every moment my mind evokes you at the request of my soul.
I confess that I am surrendered to the magnificence of your charms, your treatment of me makes you feel like part of me every day, they make putting my hand on my chest instead of feeling my heartbeat feel the agony of my soul for wanting to be by your side.
Today I confess without a doubt that you are a star that illuminates my dark loneliness with its brightness, you are like a torch that guides my steps and at the same time warms my spirit. I believe that I am worthy of witnessing the rainbow that you represent in my life. I think I deserve all this love, sometimes it scares me because life since I was a child taught me that behind an immense happiness there always comes a storm of sadness and a lot of pain that is a balance that cannot be broken and that one or the other shape governs our lives for better or for worse.
But you managed to drive away many ghosts that inhabited me intermittently, and the term but never trusts was erased from my life, since the castle that we built together today begins to raise its foundations in a solid way, and the stream that crosses the hills that They surround that castle has returned to run full of crystalline waters, and the clouds turned white again, I already feel like the cold and the darkness are not present within me.
Today I thank you for giving me the opportunity to deserve all this magical universe that you represent. I also thank you for having given me back my magic and my faith, today I have been dreaming again, today I have laughed again, today I have trusted again.
Today I feel the need for you today I feel that sensation of missing you, of thinking about you day and night, of feeling the deficiencies of your caresses on my skin because taking your words I also have you tattooed on every inch of my skin.
Thank you for making my wounds heal, thank you from the bottom of my heart, thank you for giving me the opportunity to meet an earthly angel. An angel who opened his wings to the fullest to keep me warm and make me fly through that world that I always wanted to inhabit ...