Eight years ago, I fell in love with a man I met online, we got along well, got to know each other and then we had a relationship. We were always happy, I loved him very much, after a few months I found out that he left his father's place, he lived there with his mother because his parents were no longer together and each of them had a family. . Since then, he has not always texted me, he texted me when I was the first to text, it always happens that way, even though we are far from each other I made him feel that I love him very much, I did not give up on our relationship.
A few months later we met, when we were together I felt that he loved me, but when he was not with me I no longer felt he loved me. Because he has no job sometimes he asks me for money and because I love him I give him, even his brother who is also unemployed I also help. One day someone texted me that the man I love already has a girlfriend and they have been together for 3 years, my world almost collapsed, I was so hurt, I confronted him but I heard nothing from him. We talked to her ex, I found out that besides her he has another woman, and she said she will end her relationship with him. And because I love him so much I accepted him again.
A few months later, I got pregnant, I did not know how to tell my parents because my parents also did not know about us. I told him to come to us and accompany me to tell my parents about my pregnancy. but the reason he did is, he still doesn't want to show up because he doesn't have a job yet, he wants when he goes he already has a job so he doesn't seem to be ashamed of my parents, I know he really doesn't want to come to us because he doesn't want to take responsibility for us his son but because I love him I agreed. I was the only one who said about my condition and I accepted all the anger of my parents, I said that the father of my pregnancy did not want to take responsibility for our child. A day later, I found out that they got back together with his ex girlfriend and they were together again, I was hurt again and I was upset about what happened, I talked to him and confronted him there, he still lied that they never got back together he said and I just waited for him that everything would be fine, he believed me that he would give our son a good life and because I love him I always believe him in everything he says. I still accepted him because I did not want my son to grow up without a father.
When I gave birth he did not show up or go to the hospital, even after I gave birth. From then on, I accepted that he really had no intention of adopting his son and I would try to support my son alone without him. He did not contact me, I did not receive anything from him. My family helped me and they took care of my son while I worked. Until now I have supported my son. Being a single mother is difficult with the help of God and with my family I can handle all the trials that come. I have learned a lot, do not trust too much, the only trust you have in yourself and your family, because no matter what trials come your family will be the first to help you and they will always be by your side.