Helped me to overcome my fear.

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4 years ago

Honestly, writing is not my expertise. I am having difficulty with that matter. I am still conscious of Grammar and Sentence Structure. Every time I want to write an article, I always do brainstorming which is part of creating content and writing all the ideas in my head. Then after I organized my thoughts that's the time I ask help with my fiancee for the Finale. This kind of platform (read.cash) helped me to be confident when it comes to macro skills in Writing to share my ideas aside from that, it helps me to express my feelings. At first, I don't care about grammar or any syntax errors in writing but later on, I started to practice my weakness. Before I really don't write because of the shyness and lack of confidence, I am conscious that my writing is not good and people will laugh and make fun with it. I still remember my teacher in English class on my elementary days how he embarrassed me in front of my classmates about my essay and my penmanship too. He was insensitive to the possible outcomes of how it affects me. I am afraid of writing, I am scared to commit mistakes and I am worried that maybe someone will read it and will laugh at me.

I can feel how my teacher shows his expressions to me where I was like a damn idiot person and brainless student. What hurts the most is he predicted that I will not be successful in my goals in life that I am a person with no skills and useless. It is one of the most unforgettable experiences I had in my life at school. An experience that I want to burry or even the name of the teacher and his face that always appears in my mind. I was motivated since I experienced that worst experience to study hard and pursue my dreams. I wanted to prove to the people who judged my future that I can achieve my dreams in life without them. Look at me now, I am beyond their expectations. I was grateful that it happened to me because he served as my key to keeping living, continue learning, and make myself proud of what I accomplished.

This kind of matter needs a great focus or concentration. Before I started to hate myself, I hate that I have a limited vocabulary range where I find it difficult on how to begin a simple sentence or paragraph. I am really thankful that this kind of platform exists because it really changes my perspectives in writing. It helped me to overcome this kind of fear. Taught me for more brainstorming and what's the additional incentive? by earning from it. I learned a lot because of the people on the platform through different communities and articles. Every shared story and encountered experiences help me a lot. Thank you so much.




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A teacher should encourage his pupils, but you had a bad teacher and unfortunately many teachers are bad in that respect.

On read.cash there are a lot of people who don't have English as their first language, and some of them don't now English well at all; here you don't need to feel ashamed of anything. Instead, you can get a chance to train you writing skills and overcome your fear. If you just want to improve your English, you can do it; you just need the determination and persistence.

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In highlight to my experience, it was really disappointing because I expect a lot from my teacher since he is considered as my second parent where my family entrusted him that's why they sent me to school to learn but sad to say it turned to a nightmare. Though it has a great effect to me, I took it as a challenge and that's why I keep improving myself. Thank you for the encoring words. It's a big help. I hope I can explore more here in read.cash and discover new learning along the way.

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