Wasting My Woman's Time

11:08am

My woman, you asked for how I will not waste your time if we start dating and here I am to write. I hope to write as sincerely as possible. I hope I can write without mincing words.

Well, the truth is that I will surely waste your time!

I don’t make promises that I don’t intend fulfilling!

It takes time to be in love and to enjoy the love. It takes time to be fully appreciated for the Queen you are, except if you are not one. It takes time to be you. And it takes even more time to be you with someone who truly cares about you. Or, would you prefer a drab life with someone whom you will be unnecessarily conscious of yourself and every moment that passes by? I guess you would not.

You know that type of feeling you have that time flies? Yes, that special feeling of time not being enough. You only have that when you are with someone who makes your world move at a faster pace – one who wastes your time.

That is what I intend to bring. That is what you feel being with me. Not just being with me but truly being with me.

Do you know about that special kind of butterfly that dances around in people’s stomachs? That butterfly also wastes people’s times. But it is not for everybody that you feel that butterfly. It is not for everybody that you even wish to have the butterfly in your stomach. After all, some seeming butterflies eventually turn out to be wasps. And their stings leave sour and very bitter aftertastes in the mouth. Would you not want to have this special butterfly from me waste your time?

Eternity is too long, so why should I bore you with the whole time on earth? Why should I let you count down to the seconds of eternity without taking some of the time and spending them in ways you never imagined?

I’ve got something to tell you.

Let’s move together into the moon. Let’s also get into the sun. Let’s gather the stars together. You and me. Just you and me. Let’s do these. I guess you’re wondering what we’re going to be doing with all these heavenly bodies.

We are going to bind them together. We’re going to lock them up in one place.

You know day and night are controlled by them? The sun in day and the moon at night. And stars all the time. We’ll lock them up and make the time pause. We’ll chain them and make time stand still. And even when they’ll surely protest, we will pierce through their eyes with Cupid’s arrow. We will make them sing our songs for us. They will form our orchestra, singing the melodies driving our love to the heights of ecstasy.

But this great, unheard-of act can only happen if you and I together to do so.

But alone, we cannot.

So, in order not to waste your time, we will bind that which makes time. Then we can have all the time we need on earth. And eternity will be nothing for us.

You know how special you are? You know how precious you are? You need to preserve these moments. And you need someone who will help you with the time.

I am here to help us do so.

But will you allow me to? Will you allow us to go to the sun, moon, and stars? Will you allow us to try the impossible, hold time, be ourselves, love till eternity, and kill time?

11:30am