These past days I just can't seem to organize my thoughts and I can't write something good that reaches my expectations. Yes, I still publish articles but I'm not satisfied with it (maybe I'm just being a perfectionist again) I love writing though, I remember that I keep a diary back in high school and it has always been my confidant since I don't have a lot of friends back then. So whether I feel lonely, scared, in-love or experienced something good and laughing out loud I write. I write all my feelings down so that I can read about it it the future and reminisce my past experiences and reflect on it. But recently I don't know if I'm just being lazy or what but I can't seem to find that motivation that is always within me. Maybe I'm just stressed out because of everyday challenges. I tried cooking to release my stress away. Aside from listening to music, cooking has always been my stress reliever too and I always end up feeling good and motivated after spending several minutes in the kitchen. It allows me to apply creativity and bring out something good in me. I recently talk to a close friend about my dilemma and she told me 'why not try to join the free writing contest on read cash?' (By the way her username is @Myt.24 hehe I'm the one who invited her to join read and I see that she's doing great with publishing awesome articles. Well, birds with the same feathers flock together right? kidding 😂) She sent me the link and here I am in front of my cp's notepad, found myself writing - ideas are now flowing in and it seems like I found my lost self motivation again. I can hear the timer now so I guess this is enough for my first time trying the freewriting.
Note: I wrote for exactly 10 minutes and did some editing for the typos afterwards. Criticisms are well appreciated. @wakeupkitty how was it?
Nice write up! I also used to write in my diary during school days.