I miss you bro, how are you now?
I missed you so much, it's been 2 months since you left us,
January 2020 you been diagnosed for having acute kedney failure, I thought at first its was just an ordinary sickness because your a type of person that a silent type. You did not demand anything, you din not ask for our help, you did not say it's hurt when your in pain, you just keep it to your self.
You said " Ate kakayanin natin to, gusto ko pa Makita mga anak ko habang papalaki. " That's why I tell you that you can do it. Don't worry about the kedney transplant , " I'm willing to give one of my kedney to you, even my blood I can give it to you, just make sure you will survive.
You even take peretonial dialysis and hemo dialysis because we are hoping that you are going to be better, even we don't know where we can get the money that can support you, even we did not think if we can suport our daily meal, we don't care of that. The important is you. That's why we said to you that everything is going to be okay,
April 2020, I thought your okay, you even smile when your at home. But it's just a thought.
Evening April 18, you got discharged from the hospital, and April 19 morning you left us due to cardiac arrest.
This is the most painful moment because we did not expect this happened. I can't even cry that moment because I can't accept on what I see. I can't accept that you die early. And because of Covid 19 pandemic all of transportation are hold some of our brothers and sister are in province and abroad. They can't see you in your last life.
You said " Hindi pa ako mamatay, Hindi ko pa nakikita ate ko na NASA abroad, aantayin ko pa sya umuwe." That was the last word you said.
I missed you so much, I just always see you in my dreams, I hope where ever you are now please be happy.
It's a sad true to life story, I don't want you guys to be sad, I just want to relive the my self for being in pain. Because expressing my feelings here using writing will less the pain that I have inside me.
That's it for now. Thank you and God bless you guys!
BY: emerlyn1214
Sorry to hear about the passing of your brother. I know how it feels when a family member passes away. Let's just think that they are now in a place where there is no pain and they are now happy together with God. :)