Regrets

Regrets

Did you walk away from someone without saying goodbye?
Did you leave something behind without even a cry?
Have you lost a loved one over a non-sense fight?
Have you lost something because you let it out of sight?

Today, was a busy day and I didn't even bother.
I didn't text him good morning, watched Netflix I'd rather.
I didn't receive any text messages anyway.
We have not seen each other, he is far away.

There's a thought that has been going on my mind.
Shall I break up with him and forget him with all my might?
Shall I break his heart and leave my heart be broken?
Or shall I keep on fighting a fight alone I can never win?

I can't sleep tonight thinking why these things happen.
And I don't know if he is even listening.
Why am I regretting that we have been 5 years together?
I have many regrets, one of that is not being true to each other.

I have to end this but I know I can't.
He's been in my life, he is a friend.
He has always been good to me
He promised forever that he'll love me.

Tonight I have to make my own decision
A decision without regrets on my vision.
I know I love him, I know I do.
So help me God to make it through.