Ollie my Shihpoo dog

I can't sleep and I know why. My pet is struggling. He is having difficulty in breathing. I can hear him breath. Every breath feels like his last.

We went to a party of a friend last Saturday. I let him run around since they have a yard. Compared to my place where I only rented a room. A 12 square meter room with no windows. In my friends house, it has a wide front and back yard. They also have dogs that Ollie can play with. He was okay last Saturday. He played and rested and played again.

We went home in the evening and I fell asleep right away. I woke up at 7 in the morning. Watched Netflix, had brunch then prepared Ollie's food and thinking he will just eat when his hungry since that's what he always do. Then, I watched Netflix again.

I fell asleep around 2 in the afternoon. I woke up at around 4pm then finished watching Netflix. It was only then I notice that Ollie's food was untouched. I called his name. He's not answering. I am already starting to worry then I found him below my bed. I crawled under my bed and took him since he's not going out.

I prepared for dinner. Gave Ollie's favorite chicken dish but he didn't eat it either. He hasn't drank any water too. I am worried but it's raining and it's already dark outside. I observed him for few hours. It's almost 9pm and his breathing didn't improve. I decided to take him to the vet tomorrow morning.

I fell asleep at around 10 pm. I didn't sleep well. I woke up at 12 midnight. I can hear Ollie's heavy breath again. He is again under my bed. That is why I can heat him. I was more worried than earlier. I can't panic. I took him again from below the bed. Carried him in my arms then cried. " Don't leave me Ollie please!" I am crying over a dog that's still alive.

I contacted a vet via Facebook. The called me and told me his in the clinic because he had an emergency to attend to. He told me to bring Ollie. I hurried to take him to the vet but I do not have a car. So I went out with Ollie with the hope that I can find a car or motorcycle service but I didn't find one.

The doctor is waiting. He called me again. He said he needed to go home and told me to take Ollie as early as 7am today. I ask him if Ollie will survive the night he answered with all honesty as he don't know cause he didn't check.

And now, I can't sleep. I want to. My eyes are tired. I've got work to do in the morning. I'll just try to close my eyes and will see how ollie will be. I hope he will be okay.

😭