@el-flame 25 April 2022

Phantom Regrets... Hey; Goodevening from this end, everyone thinks right, like that isn't even a question to think is to be human its one of the things we do as we live, even mentally deranged people think. But how much do we think?, now that's where I believe my problem comes in I do too much thinking, even when I want to take an action I tend to overthink it. You're probably wondering where I'm going with this right, well I noticed I tend to overthink when I want to write on here and in the end I usually come up with nothing, not until I free my mind and something comes out. You would think I would learn from it but nope, the cycle repeats itself again when I want to write something else. So on that note today I won't be writing a story, or article or even a poem(well I don't know how to write poems lool). So I guess you guys would just have to read and see if you can connect to whatever it is I'll write today..... And away we goooooo. Welcome To The Dawn The middle of nowhere on your dial So sit back and unpack You may be here a while Now that future plans have been postponed And its time to look back on all the things you thought you owned Do you remember them well Were you high or just stoned? And how many grudges did you take to your grave When you weren't liked or followed, how did you behave? Was it often a dissonant chord you were strumming Were you ever in tune with the song life was humming? If pain's living on when your body's long gone And your phantom regret hasn't let it go yet You may not have died in the way that you must All specters are haunted by their own lack of trust When you're all out of time, there's nothing but space No hunting, no gathering No nations, no race And Heaven is closer than those tears on your face When the purple rain falls We're all bathed in its grace Heaven's for those who let go of regret And you have to wait here when you're not all there yet But you could be there by the end of this song Where it sounds so good and it plays all week long Bang a gong, get it on And if your broken heart's heavy when you step on the scale You'll be lighter than air when they pull back the veil Consider the flowers, they don't try to look right They just open their petals and turn to the light Are you listening real close? Heaven's not that, it's this It's the depth of this moment You don't reach for bliss God knows life is chaos But He made one thing true You gotta unwind your mind Train your soul to align And dance 'til you find that divine boogaloo In other words You gotta be Heaven to see Heaven May peace be with you This isn't a story or a poem, it is a rhythm Of "phantom regrets" which is the main theme. So guys let me know what you think in the comment section below, do you get it?, can you relate?, do you feel like I'm on to something or it is to late?, I look forward to every thought my readers would have on this. This is where I drop the pen tonight guys(technically there is no pen lool😁, but you get what I mean). Thank you all for taking your time to read this I appreciate each and everyone of you. Till our parts cross again, see ya.... Goodbye.