Look ahead and charge forward We can't shake off completely the sticky worries and negativities that accompany us always. No matter how positive we deem ourselves to be, no matter how positive we seem to be, there will always be that iota of worry. I always try to go to the light. I am stressed by stress. Weird putting it that way? I know... I eventually came to love the light when before I was enveloped by darkness and I was so cynic. Now all there is left to do is to look…
Ramblings It was blinking at me. I couldn't estimate how many milliseconds with each blink of the thing. And I couldn't write. Last night, I didn't force myself anymore. I was exhausted. I was tired and I was so sleepy. I wouldn't want to let sleep run away as it so often does when I do not take advantage of it. So I slept last night. Today, I woke up feeling refreshed and I guess I can write again. Though I don't have a topic at hand. So I just write freely. It's past noon.…
Worrying is good but not too much It is Sunday today. Yet I am plagued with worries and anxieties. Instead of relaxing on a Sunday, I am instead anxious for the upcoming Monday. This isn't good. Worry is never a vitamin. I should self-tall again to be able to shake these off. I was wondering if it will be worth it to go to the park today. But for some reason, I feel so sleepy. I must have slept beyond 10 last night. I was watching an anime and didn't look at the time when I…
Why we need to log pains and aches I just found myself standing at the door of a laboratory facility. I had to have my urine checked. It is foamy and bubbly and I feel pain that radiates through my hips and abdomen. I obtained the result and there! I saw positive protein and I have high volume of blood in my urine. I immediately went to the doctor to consult about my laboratory result. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to answer quickly her inquiries and I even forgot how I have…
When it is Saturday and you're feeling Sunday I got up with a smile on my face. I have to journal this on my small notebook. It is not every waking hour that I smile. However, today is Saturday but I feel like it is a Sunday. A rest day. But it is Saturday, I should be moving around the house doing house chores and getting busy all day. But who says I can't rest today? I can just rest first before doing tasks. Let me first enjoy the morning glory and breathe in lots of fresh…
I hear your voice and I melt away, I hide to save the day How many times have I tried to get you off my life? How many times have I told myself that there will never be the same page for us? I am pathetic, beyond help. I can't get enough of this trying and trying. I hold myself up to walk away but then my head turns to you. But do you even notice? I am a thick faced one to assume anything. I walk away from the site where we always confidentially meet though not alone. But I…
My only bliss for now You may not know but you are my only bliss for now. Am I hopelessly romantic? Maybe yes. Maybe not. But in the very first place, I am not romantic at all. I choose to hide. Behind rainbows and clouds. And now, I am hiding behind curtains. Solely using words to cure my desperation. Be it as it may, here I am saying this, you are my only bliss. Embarrassing but it's the truth. I wake up stressed by work. And go on without coffee and latte. Then you cross…
Go with the flow Go with the flow. There is something that I see that is wrong with how we perceive this statement. Go with the flow--meaning that we should go along the demands of nature. We should not resist. Otherwise, we may be prone to the calamities of life. Example, you defy nature and do illegal logging. What do you think will be the result? Even elementary pupils know about what will happen. Another example. Try eating high sodium foods. In time you will get your…
Writing hiatus I think I will rest for a few weeks. It has been fun writing and creating fictional lamentations. I would want to do it more but it is so taxing. I will try to write again this coming vacation. I will surely come back and write more cool stuffs. Though I am not sure if what I have ever written so far is something that could be considered cool. I guess these are articles of a mindless eccentric. Have a nice life everyone! Till I come again.
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