@dominicaico 6 April 2022

How's life lately A good day to everyone. It's the 3rd day of the week and it is still dripping all around. Yes, it is still raining in our place as there is an approaching LPA or Low Pressure Area, as said in the news. It's been quite a long day once again, since I am not too busy for the day and that I have nothing else to do aside from my usual routine of easing my boredom. But since I've been having less sleep for last night, as I had an insomnia attack and it takes me time to go back to sleep. And for this morning, I was just laying down in bed and I didn't realize that I dozed off, literally. I woke up and I saw that the time was already near noon, just in time for lunch, haha so much for being a lazy bum in the morning. But for a quick life update, I became busy at 1 to 2PM for today, as I took an Online Qualifying Exam for a job that I am applying, once again. So much for the backup plans, even if I am applying to be in my profession this year, there is no assurance that I'll be deployed immediately at a school if ever I'd be a blessed as a qualified teaching applicant. Even though, I've been through a lot of disappointments and heartbreaks after facing rejections the past few months, but luckily, I gradually became stronger and became more accepting that life really gets disappointing sometimes before you can actually get to secure a goal for yourself. To be honest, I really felt very frustrated the first few months I've been unemployed and that was just the time I started here in read. My mind was always distracted that I can't keep up in writing a new draft everyday. And for the exam that I took earlier in the afternoon, it is not too hard but it really drained me because it had a time limit. I really felt like I've been in a trance state since its been a while since I had an Exam. that had that much of items, with only a given time of less than an hour. But who would've known, That even this period of feeling emptiness, brings out other lessons in life that I must face. I mean I felt confidence in my self that I could make it a little easier this time especially that I have recently acquired a bit of experience in work. But you sometimes can't deny the fact that fate may have had other plans for you. But you get so puzzled and anxious at yourself as to what it should be. I almost cried especially when I felt disappointments in myself, if I did not get stronger emotionally. I am really thankful that I had friends and family who always reassures me and always had my back, telling me that it is fine, I just need to do a lot better in the next opportunities. Special thanks to: My avid and constant readers here in read who are so supportive, thank you for giving me lots of hope and good vibes to keep striving in life, despite the challenges we're all going through. I really learned a lot here in read, not only information but also in dealing with other people with kindness. I felt really safe and secure here. I really loved all the positive vibes, and I'm glad to say that I'm always excited when I see comments on my draft, even if it is the best but through it, I made lots of friends here. Closing thoughts I've probably said it all up above, I really am grateful. I am wishing that my friends here also did have a great day despite the weather. Wishing you all the best in life, love you dear Fam. Thanks for passing by through here.

****Lead image was taken from Unsplash, other photo was taken by me****