I know all of us have our problems and listening to mine may be a burden. But please let me vent out all frustrations that I have right now.

Last week, my husband and I argued. It is about his work. He told me that he and his boss fought over a project that is supposed to be started on the first day of December. It was a project assigned to him worth 800 thousand pesos more or less. It was all set, his boss had given him the contract. And the only thing that needed for that project to get started was the budget that his boss promised to give him before December. But under some circumstances, his boss did not keep his promise because according to my husband, his boss spends so much on his visitors that he had no money left for the said project. They argued that resulted in my husband to resign.

I was so mad when he told me that he resigned. I told him that this is not the right time for him to resign. He should have endured and wait for his boss to give him the budget for the project. He told me that he knows his boss more than I do so I better stop giving him a hard time for quitting his job. After that day, we did not talk. He was avoiding me and I was to him because we both knew that we would end up fighting again.

Then I called my sister, I told her everything. I was crying the whole time we were talking. I cried out of frustration. She told me that everything will be alright, that my husband will find another job and will easily get hired because of his qualifications and experiences. Of course, I know that! But what angers me is the fact that he let go of the 800 thousand and the Christmas bonus and the 13th-month pay! I don't want to be a hypocrite, but we need money. 800 thousand is 800 thousand! And we don't know if he can still have his bonus because he resigned. And the fact that he was with his boss for more than a decade. He just threw it all.

And then one day he told me that he was going to apply to a company, Cals Poultry Supply. It is one of the biggest companies here in Roxas. His friend recommended him so he will give it a shot.

When he went home, he was happy. He told me that he has a great shot for the position because the interviewer was impressed with his actual demonstration regarding electrical. And the friend I was talking about who recommended him is the brother of the owner of Cals Poultry, so I guess he has a 95% chance to get hired. The remaining 5% is that the interviewer told him that he was overqualified for the position.

Remember God doesn't close one door without getting ready to open another with bigger and greater things.

Now, we will just hope for the best. For him to be hired again. And to think positively, that everything will be just fine.

Thank you for lending me your time, I was just so frustrated that It felt like I am going to burst if I don't do something about it.