It's Complicated
He could hear everything, but dare not open his eyes because he doesn't want to see that very same expression on her face.
Here she goes again, telling him the same things over and over again that it's deafening on his part. She was complaining about how badly he's treating her.
This time, it's not about his instagram following anymore. She has accepted the fact that boys love seeing vulgar girls online, a long time ago.
She's crying over him not giving her the time and attention that she needs. She's been thinking if she's being way too much or if he's just not that into her. He wasn't like that when they first started talking.
Somehow, at the back of her mind, she understands why and it's because she made it way too easy for him to get her.
Now he's starting to question her actions towards her. He unfollowed every girl she was jealous about, even unfriended some of his old friends just to give her the assurance she thirsts for.
"Isn't it enough?" is always what he asks himself. He's busy. A working guy with stomachs to feed. He works more than 8 hours a day which is the reason why he couldn't update her from time time.
She doesn't know how badly he wants to make her happy.
He doesn't understand that his ways are not reassuring enough.
She wants to trust him despite having trust issues from her past.
He doesn't know how to earn her trust the right way.
And that's how complicated things could get when two people meet at the wrong time. They could've been right for each other but some things just don't work out no matter how right they may seem.
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Happy weekend everyone! Here's what the most dangerous writing prompt generator gave me "He could hear everything, but dare not open his eyes" and I couldn't think of anything good to write with it. I'm not saying I can resonate to what I wrote but parang ganun na nga! LOL. Anyways, I hope ya'll are doing great. Ciao!
Welcome back madi!