in life, there are a lot of surprises, a lot of twists, a lot of challenges and all you have to do is to be prepared no matter what. life will not prepare things for you, instead, you have to be prepared in your life no matter what. i dont know if there are a lof of things that you can do aside from the plans you have in life but the most important thing is, you strive to do your best, and you do everything in order for you to survive. sometimes i love challenges, because it pushes me to do my best. but sometimes, im tired of it, i dont know, i just want things to be better sometimes and i cant afford to lose or to have difffiulties along the way because it is just so tiring sometimes to have difficulties like i dont know if i can still hold on, i dont know if i could still do better. i know there are people out there and i just want to ignore them. i hope i would do a better job in focusing on my self, my goals, and my plans, and wont be bothered by others.