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the pressure in the society today is very terrifying,. everyone wants to be someone, everyone wants to live like someone, everyone wants to have what someone has. they are very attracted on whats trending or what everybody wants and have. this is like a societal pressure for everyone. it doesnt matter what your age is, where you live, or what race. everybody is busy trying to copy somebody else. no matter where they are or what they do. the essence of being unique, of being an individual and different from the crown is now strange to people. others might not accept it, others might deny it, others might say they arent one of those, or others were just not aware at all. in some way or another we covet what others have. we want what others have. we want to try what they have. we want to know what it feels like to be with them because we idolize them so much. no one will ever say that they are copying others. other people might find it weird and annoying why others are copying them. but for celebrities or known personalities, they do that as work to sell brands and to showcase their personality. so the people in the community just find it to be very normal because everyone is doing it. everyone tries to be someone they're not. the generation today might be very funny when the older times would be able to watch us these days. the people before where very smart, intelligent, full of wisdom, with philosophical sayings and thoughts. they give advice to the young and does not tolerate any behaviors that doesn't suit them. i dont know which generation to be blame because the young ones nowadays tend to do whatever they want and say, come on its already 2020. they will mention the year because they say we are now modernized, more open minded and free. they want individuality but out of immorality. the world sure is evolving in a way unimaginable. they tolerate behavios that are now not normal and they seek to find more things that they want which is against moral principles. i dont know if it is the fault of older generations to let these young ones go astray. they are always known for stiff, old fashioned , and very oldies , thats why they tend to have something bad to say whenever they say something to the young ones. other older generation does not tolerate this kind of things but the others are now immune and just let them be. they want to be seen as free willed, outgoing, open minded and youth. they exchange appreciation for their morals. is it really overwhelming and satisfying to have these petty appreciations from the young ones if it meant destroying your principles? are we really in a world where the appreciation, the praises, and the petty likes are now heavier than what we truly stand and live for? what name do we represent? what life do we live? we have to alwas put in mind tat whatever the situation is,we must really put things that are necessary first. we dont need the affirmations and opnions from others when we knew whats best and right. there was once a lady where she was pressured to do what others are doing. she came from a family of strict moral principles but she was influenced by her peers and friends to do what they are doing. she wanted to do what her friends are doing and so she is tempted to try and copoy them. she lived in a peaceful life where nothing seems to go wrong. then suddenly when she is having a hard time , when she is facing diffficulties, those friends werent there for her.a nd when she would ask for help, they just turned their backs as if they heard nothing. she suffered for how many months, and then those friends came back again acting like they did nothing to her, acting innocent , and others were acting victim. no one knows what she has gone through, no one knows her true feelings and emotions, no one knows how many sleepless nights she must have gone through. no one knew how many times she cried at night until she fell sleep. no one knows how many times she would cry at the shower while the water is running down through her face with her tears coming out from her eye. everyone just see her laughing during the day, wearing this big smile so she could hide away the pain. no one knows what she truly felt inside. no one knows how she hardly lived through the day, no one knows how she kept herself aliveand moving on a boring daily routine so she could survive the whole year. her family doesnt know anything and dont understand her. her parents just ag at her, calling her names, saying that she is just so immature and doesnt know how to deal with life as she continue to deal with her life miserably. no one knows. no one asked. no one asks her. no one says hows her life. no one is conern with what she is going through.no one is interested. no one loved her. no one cares for her. if she tries to act weak and show what she truly felt. people starts to turn their backs at her. no one wants that side of her. they just want her jokes, her laughs, her smiles, her bubbly attidyude. the aide where they would all be happy. free and worry free not emotional. not deep . nothing. so she hide her pain, so she hide what she truly feel, she hide everything from everyone. then people said that she has no worries in life, she has no problems, she isnt going throyugh something serious thats why no one takes her seriously. thats why no one would take her seriously. thats why eevryone thinks she is a joke, a clown, which they can just fool around, they knew she eisted but they never cared. until one day, she decided to end her life. she didnt understand herself anymore. she doesnt know if she is fine, she doesntknow what she reallly feel inside. she dont know if others would be there for her. her family doesnt care about her . alll they care is their name, their repuattion, their miney. so she decided to en dher meaningless life. she became a soul,laughed to those who cried at her funeral, she laughed at them, she see them s a clown, why would they cry, they used to just kaugh at 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