someday i know that i will be able to achieve all my goals, all of the things that are happening right now, i believe that would be able to help me someday. it molds me to become a better person each day. there are trials along the way but i know that all of it are for the sake of me. a person will never be strong if their are no hardships or difficulties in his or her life. there are people that would make us grow, and there are also people that would bring us down but it is up to us if we let them. there are a lot of times where other people or friends fail me. i think that we are not only compatible when it comes to mutual friendships but i know that there are still a lot of people aside from them. it is better to focus on the good side of people or just stay on the side where good people stands. i am not sure if there are always people that stay for me but i know i wont need them anyway, as long as i like myself, i live for myself and i want myself for the better it doesn't matter anymore. the opinions of other people doesn't bother me anymore. i mean, i know myself, i know who i am and i know what i want, if they are only here so they could bring me down or feel bad about myself, then i'm better off without them. i just cants stand other people that are just here just to make me feel bad about myself or make me question my worth, my presence or my importance. there are a lot of people that are standing for me, so why not stay with them right? years are not the basis of your friendship, it is the purity, and the transparency that you are to each other. i do not like friends that are just there because we tend to talk to each other everyday but in reality they are fake, they are two faced. i don't think i'm comfortable with people that would make me feel that i am an option, or would put me second if i always put them first. i ignore my flaws, my insecurities only to be treated like that, i don't deserve to be an option, i don't think that i should feel that way especially if it comes from the person that i admire and that i always want to protect from people that aren't good enough for them.