@boringwriter 11 June 2022 more from that month

Never trust anyone. Kakabasa ko lang ng post na ito kanina sa FB, and bumabalik lahat ng trust issues ko. Gusto niyo ba i-share ko sa inyo lahat ng back stab stories na naranasan ko isa-isa? Despite of those pity backslashes and awkward moments, I believe to myself as I can just meet them in face-to-face like nothing happened. Nakaka(t)awa kasi kalapit ko lang sila ng room, and mas naging close ko pa sila kahit may backstabbing na nangyayari. Na(t)a(t)awa rin ako sa sarili ko kasi isa sila sa mga dahilan why I hate being attached to other people, and I keep distancing myself. Well, di naman ako sinungaling if sabihin ko sa inyo that I didn't do those horrible things. But nung nagkaroon ng pandemiya, I started to be more different and learn and earn at the same time which my other classmates couldn't do. My interest in sharing post in social medias and showing my true colors fades away. If I'm in the mood, mag-so-social detox ako. Hindi ko rin inakala na habang tumatanda ako, mas nagiging oriented ako sa mga bagay na mag-go-grow sa akin mentally, academically, and financially. Kung curious kayo kung sino yon, kayo yon. I became involved with those people who is productive, intelligent, family-oriented which is not that bad. But then, I still need to take on my mind that I should not trust anyone. Mas mahaba pa sana to kung isusulat ko sa read.cash lol. Magtatagalog ako next time haha.