@bmjc98 30 August 2020 edited more from that month

And I Am Staying

Yesterday, I was so busy with other stuff that I forgot to post something here. But now that I'm back, I'm going to talk about my problem with my work, which some of you are already aware of. But if this is your first time here, you might want to check my other posts related to this new topic. Of course, you don't have to if you don't want to. But if you're bored and you're up for more boring stuff, then feel free to check on these links below: To resign or not to resign? https://read.cash/@bmjc98/to-resign-or-not-to-resign-bc0c22ae When Tired, Get Yourself A Backup https://read.cash/@bmjc98/when-tired-get-yourself-a-backup-af515028 Abort Mission https://read.cash/@bmjc98/abort-mission-d34e65cb Final decision https://read.cash/@bmjc98/final-decision-8c9bc936 Back To "I'm The Boss" https://read.cash/@bmjc98/back-to-im-the-boss-d5eb6ff2 What Now? https://read.cash/@bmjc98/what-now-7727bf05 Assuming you're done, so let's talk about it now. After submitting my resignation letter a week ago, I felt so happy coz finally, I was back to being the boss of my own time again. It felt great! I had no worries, no writing stuff to do, no boss to update, nothing; just me! So, I spent my first week watching Lucifer, stayed up all night, talking to some friends, making money with two other apps, and just having fun. But then, I had to reply to my client's offer, which can be found in the last link (What Now?). It was quite frustrating coz I really wanted to let go for real. I even asked my friends about their opinion, and they said to just follow my heart. My heart tells me to let go, but my brain says no. So again, the decision-making was killing me. And then last night, I prepared two love letters for my client. One was for rejecting his offer, and the other one is for saying I'm staying. I almost sent the rejection letter, but it felt really strange, so I had to delete it. Seriously, it took me hours to days to finally made up my decision. I even had to write the Advantages and Disadvantages to make sure I would not regret it.

Luckily, I have my friend @TengoLoTodo who has been there for me since day 1. He was there to pushed me to my limit, but at the same time, respect whatever decision I make. He also made me realized that sometimes we have to do the boring stuff to survive. It was really a tough call for me, but I guess, I did the right thing (I hope). So, to my dearest friend, thank you so much for helping me, for being there for me. For that, I'm going to buy 3-4 boxes of pizza on my next pay, but since it's impossible for you to join me, I'm just going to share it with the kiddos. HEHEHE. By the way, my client is quite happy now with my response. He even allows me to take another week off. So, I guess, this is it! I also want to thank those of you who were there for me when I needed someone's advice. SALAMAT!