The Random Thoughts I Had For This Last Day Of November 2020

Good evening and today's the last day of November and tomorrow's already December, lol, still got no work here at tambay at pal parin, lol, please bare with me again po, lol, though this one's a random thoughts po, lol, had done a photo collage again today this afternoon for this article of mine po, lol

Like i said, i still got no work until now po and for almost 9months, isang beses lang nakatanggap ng relief goods sa hotel na pinapasukan ko dito but then you will see or read on facebook or on TV that they donated millions to other place or people pero sa mga tauhan o trabahador nila, wala silang ganun kahit alam nilang wala-walang na ang mga tao nila, is it fair or right? Bakit yung ibang tao o taga-ibang lugar nabibigyan o natutulungan, bakit hindi tulungan ang mga tao o trabahador nila? Kinda unfair pero wala kaming magawa, lol

I laugh again this afternoon when my mom told me again about the neighbors here again, lol, nung nakaraang araw o nung isang linggo yata, pabalik na ang nanay ko sa bahay namin ng makita at makasalubong niya yung apo niyang buntis na may dala daw na isang litro ng coke at royal, when she saw my mom, dali-dali at bumilis daw ang lakad habang kinipkip o itinago sa may kilikili niya yung mga softdrinks na dala-dala at nagpunta sa bahay ng nanay niya dito and this afternoon, yung nanay naman na asawa ng pamangkin ng nanay ko ang dali-dali at mabilis na umuwi ng bahay nila ng makita ang nanay ko, may dala-dala naman siyang munggo na bagong tahip lang, really, what do they think of my mom, manghihingi ng mga dala-dala nila, lol, when in fact, we used to gave them before kung may sobra kami dito, sa buntis, binibigyan siya ng nanay ko dati ng chocolates na binili namin while yung nanay niya, de-lata o yung sobrang ulam namin dito, i wonder why they are doing that kind of thing now sa nanay ko, hindi naman siya manghihingi at kahit hirap kami, hindi kami nanghihingi sa kanila, kinda funny and a little irritating at the same time kasi nakaahon lang sila ng konti parang ang taas na nila, kung hindi nagkaboyfriend o kalive-in na pulis yung apo ng nanay ko dito, hindi siya magkakaroon ng sariling bahay at paupahan, i wonder why people tend to be like that dahil lang nakaahon lang sa kahirapan ng kaunti iba na agad ang tingin sa tao sa paligid nila, lol, told my mom na huwag na kasi tumingin o huwag nalang lumapit o lumihis ng daan kapag nakita niyang may mga dala-dala o bitbit ang mga iyon dahil baka manghingi siya, lol, oh life, dinadaan ko nalang sa tawa ang inis ko at may karma at alam ng nasa Itaas ang mga pinaggagagawa nila dito, told my mom, let them be, dun sila masaya basta kung may extra lang din, magbigay, wala namang mawawala, diba? Lol, really had a funny and a little irritating afternoon this day, lol, hindi ko binibilang ang naitulong namin sa kanila it's just that parang akala nila manghihingi ang nanay ko sa kanila, lol

This morning when i woke up, kinabitan o nilagyan ng nanay ko ng christmas lights ang altar at ang kalendaryo naming last supper dito and tried if the christmas lights still works and had took photos of it after my mom finished doing it and find it good, naalala ko tuloy ulit ang sinabi ng pari sa misa kahapon plus the fact that the christmas lights somehow ay nagbigay buhay habang nakailaw sa altar at sa kalendaryo namin dito, it's looks so beautiful and alive because of the christmas lights she had put there and i am a little happy and even posted this same photos on my fb page with a caption, kahit christmas lights lang, at least may liwanag na tatanglaw o magbibigay liwanag sa amin dito ngayong pasko't bagong taon :)

Also saw this morning and remembered na paborito ko itong putukin before, it somehow helps me forget thinking or avoid me from thinking too much and at the same time, it's a stress reliever for me and find it really good and made me a little happy habang pinuputok at naririnig ko ang tunog kada pumuputok siya and remember that brought a little piece of it at work before at nung hindi gaanung busy, my workmate saw me quietly sitting habang pinuputok iyan and asked me, what are you doing, nats? Told them, pinuputok ito dahil masaya at nakakaenjoy ito putukin, the next thing i knew, they are already doing the same thing at nakikipag-agawan na sa akin kapag may dala akong ganyan o may makita kaming ganyan, lol, that thing also became their hobby, nagpapaputok na din sila, guess, i'm a good influence at them because of it, lol

I really find somethings funny and enjoyable and a little irritating sometimes here, good thing even though some people out here treats me and my mom differently, i don't mind them that much pero iba na kapag yung nanay ko which made me to be a little irritated or annoyed and my mom can't blame me kung hindi ako gaanung close o malapit sa kanila because of that, hindi ko ugaling makipagplastikan o magkunwari sa harap nila at kapag nakatalikod ka na, pinagtatawanan o pinag-uusapan ka na, lol, not into that kind of thing, not forcing people here to accept, like or love me, if they do, i will be thankful and grateful, if they don't then it's just okay and will let it that be or like that kasi ang mahalaga lang sa akin dito eh yung nanay ko, hindi sila, lol

The 2nd and 3rd photo here was just uploaded from unsplash, good evening once again and tomorrow, it's already December and i wonder what will December be, would it be still the same and would the pandemic end or be over before the year ends? What does Drcember would bring to all of us? God bless and hope you had a good day today, me, still the same for the nth time, lol, parang ayoko na talagang magwork o bumalik sa work at magnegosyo nalang dito tulad ng closure 2 years ago and that time, ang payat ko at medyo maitim ako nun siguro dahil panay ang lakad ko nun dahil nagdedeliver ako ng mga inoorder sa akin nun and how i miss that body, lol, soon it's going to be dinner time again, lol, have a good evening and night to all :)

P.S. want to say thank you to @BCH.games for being my sponsor again, was inspired again because of that, God bless :)