Suddenly, Now Wonder, Where Are The Boys And Guys That I Met, Known And Loved Before

Good evening to all once again, lol, this article of mine here right now was inspired by Miss Jane's article entitled " To All The Boys I've Loved Before. " Please bare with me po as i suddenly remembers my past or a memory that happened many years ago, lol, kinda reminiscin' it, all of the sudden.

They say, people come and go and you meet people not by chance but by fate 'coz you are bound to meet them and they either gave or teach you a lesson or the one who's going to be with you for the rest of your life, met so many boys and guys before, lol, but now, i wonder where are they.

When we still lives on Mandaluyong, in Abella Street, became friends with a cousins in the name of Meldrin and Ryan and both had a crush at them though hindi yun sabay dahil mas nauna kong naging crush si Meldrin but got no chance 'coz he got a crush on our other childhood friend that time, then since Ryan's so kind, friendly and caring and always been there for me especially when he knew na wala akong pag-asa na sa pinsan niya, hindi niya ako iniwan so that's the reason why he became my crush too, just too sad na nasunog ang buong compound kung saan kaming lahat nakatira that time so nagkalayo-layo kami, now, i wonder where they are. The popular or sikat na kanta ng mga panahong iyon ay Got To Believe In Magic ni David Pomeranz at It Might Be You ni Steven Bishop.

When we transferred and lives in Taguig after the house we rented and stay at Mandaluyong got burned by fire, i had 4 crushes, a schoolmate, a classmate, a neighbor and last, one of my big brother's classmate/barkada that time, lol, my crushes didn't go well or wala akong naging pag-asa sa kanila dahil hindi ako ang crush o gusto nila but i wondered and confused 'bout my big brother's classmate/barkada that time, maybe if we didn't moved or transferred to my hometown before, he could be my boyfriend or even my husband now 'coz there's an incident where we had borrowed his car para makapunta sa Alabang, that time, he's already a policeman and he even volunteered to drive or maging driver namin papunta dun, he even played the song Passenger's Seat by Stephen Speaks though i wasn't seating on the passenger's seat but on the back of the driver himself na kita sa salamin ng kotse niya, lol, now, he's happily married and so is my former classmate, schoolmate and neighbor.

Then we had transferred and moved and lived on my hometown, in Rodriguez, Rizal 'coz my father loss his job and we can't afford to pay the rent on the house we are staying there so my mother asked her sister if we can lived on their house in Balite 'coz we got no place to stay at since it's vacant and no one lives there, we occupy it, that time, i'm already a 2nd year highschool student and had so many crushes there before, lol, if we didn't moved and transferred again, maybe i got married and have a family of my own already and the dream of having 3 childrens came true and might be so happy and blissfully living there, lol, i guess, my crushes have a family of their own right now, 'coz the guy i really like there that time already had 2 sons now and just got matured but his looks are still the same guess having a family suits him, lol. That time, the popular songs are Somebody by Depeche Mode, Too Many Walls by Cathy Dennis, Born For You by David Pomeranz, If I Let You Go by Westlife, Because of You by 98degrees, King And Queen of Hearts by David Pomeranz, Color Everywhere by Christian Bautista, Maybe by King, All or Nothing by O-Town.

Then 4 years ago, i thought i'm going to get married, have a family of my own and have a son or a daughter of my own but it didn't happened and now, i wonder about that guy, how's he doing and if he's happy and got someone else's or reunited with his wife again, dunno, lol, 'coz i removed him from my fb page and friendlist. Now, i'm happy with My KJF, though most of the time, we argued but that's how relationship works especially if you have LDR, soon, we are going to celebrate our 2nd year anniversary and hoping that this year will be our year and will also be the year where my goals and our dreams will be fulfill or happen, reach or achieve it and i'm not getting any younger, lol. The songs being played 4 years ago was Despacito, Right Next To You by Chris Brown and Justin Bieber while i played or Me and My KJF listened to the songs Beautiful In White by Shane Filan, Dying Inside To Hold You by Timmy Thomas, Cherish by Kool And The Gang, This I Promise You or Yo Te Voy amar by N'Sync, Angels Brought Me Here by Guy Sebastian, God Gave Me You by Bryan White.

Guess, it's just okay to remember, wonder and reminisce the old times or memories you had before as it's been a part of your life and the reason why you became you now, it may not happened or came true that time but at least you are happy and contented right now and maybe it's not meant to be or meant to happen 'coz there's a reason why and now, you know why and what's the reason behind it, like they say, people come and go and everything happens for a reason and God's plan and timing are always on time and perfect, had said and mentioned on my article before 'bout giving up finding love 'coz of what i had experienced 4 years ago but then again, God sent and gave KJF to me, couldn't ask for more but to be with him and make our dreams come true.