Reality of Life now

Good afternoon and cloudy wednesday morning to all, Bheng here, just thought of this one while i was drinking my coffee and listening to the radio programs from my relatives radio now.

It was March 16 this year when i was told that i was of those who's or who'll be on a force leave until furher notice or i'm going to wait for the HR's text or email message, that time, i just returned to worked after a 3 days dayoff, lol and now it's been 7 months and can't help but remember what happened 2 years ago, when Boracay was closed and had been into rehabilitation and then this pandemic happens and just recovered from what happened 2 years ago, lol, but that's life and a reality of life now.

It's been 7 days now since Boracay reopens to local tourists or guests and to public and on the first day, Boracay only got 35 guests or tourists that went here and yesterday or the other day, Spokesperson Sec. Harry Roque went here to promote and see and know how Boracay and the people here been since this pandemic happens and told that DOLE will go here too, the hotel i'm working at here's already open but sadly, i'm not the one they texted or messaged to go back and work there again and the other day too, remember telling my mom that i don't want to work in the Hotel anymore or don't want to work anymore and my mom asked me, what i'm going to do if i'm not going to work and how can we survived if i'm not going to work, told her that i am just going to have or do a business here and even told the same thing to my boyfriend last night 'coz when i looked back since i worked in the hotel, i never had any savings, all of the money i've ever earned, mostly of it went to my siblings and to the house i had here, i'm the youngest and yet i became the breadwinner all of the sudden, another reality of life now, i'm not complaining, it's just that i'm getting tired of it all the sudden and just wanted to have a new one or to simply breathe or relax or don't think of it but i can't, lol, oh life, it's bigger, lol

This monday, 5th day of october when the classes started and Sec. Roque went here and also the teacher's day and when i saw the news yesterday or the other day, i guess, some of the students find it hard and is on adjustments because of the new system or way of learning or studying, it's now on blended learning, online classes and modular too and one of the student find it hard especially on the mother tongue subject even though she was born here because she's speaking and talking tagalog and some of the student got no mobile phone and internet connection to do the online classes and Sec. Roque saw and knew the situation here on Boracay now, again, another reality of life.

When this pandemic or covid19 pandemic happens, the whole world's been affected and still affected until now and everything changes since then, now, we are living on the new normal way of living life, all and everything's new and now, the cases here in the Philippines reached now on 300,000+ and dunno when will it be over as there's no vaccine still and the virus is mutating and remembered that my other big brother and his wife even posted a movie about the coronavirus on their fb page and then they said, they thought it was just on movies but now it's happening and still happening until now, they said it happened before and that the quarantine thing's or something like that's written on the Bible and it's quite a mystery and it made me wonder and think and believe too that all that's been written in the Bible itself r true and that we should believe and keep our faith in God and then and now, i am and my faith in God still the same, again, this one's a reality of life.

Now, it's the month of october and soon, it will be my nephew's and father's birth day and only 3 months left before it's christmas time or day happens and i wonder what will happen or how r we going to celebrate christmas day here in the Philippines or the whole world will be and if the pandemic or the virus will be gone before christmas time or it will last until next year as it was predicted or told that it will last for 18 months or it's going to last for a year and a half and if that happens, it will be until june 2021 and on my birth month too, lol, hoping that it will not happen and just purely a prediction but dunno 'coz all or everything or everyday's unpredicted and we got no idea or knowledge what will happen the following day or the next morning when we wake up and just need and make our faith be alive and strong and believe in God as He's the only One who knows everything in this world and hope that He or the God from above will end this pandemic or the coronavirus very soon as the whole worlds really suffering since this pandemic happens and many had died already, this is the reality of life now.

It's me, Bheng once again saying, it's lunch time, let's eat and we all need to keep our faith, trust and believe in God so strong and believe that He's going to end this pandemic soon and just keep and be strong too, this is just one of the tests or trials we needed to face and overcome and for me, it's been the 2nd time for me now, the first one was last 2018 and now this march of this year though before i've experienced trials or struggles or problems, but that's how life goes or how life is, we just need to faced and overcome it, like the saying goes and i quote " there's always a rainbow after the rain. " and Dream. Believe. Survive still for God's just there and God is good, all the time and All the time, God is good and kain po tau, God bless and have a good day to all and brb soon po :)