Was I lost
Surely I must have been
I didn't see it because I was in love with you
And we were already wrong on so many things
But to leave each other was akin to physical pain
And I didn't want to see anyone else
I thought what we had was love itself
As if we were the first ones on earth
But here's how the story goes
There were many red flags
And if I was too far gone, bring me back
And if you were too far gone, you had me by your side
I'd always protect you; your ruination is mine
Fall into despair and I'll be your guide
Now why does it sound like I'm carrying this whole relationship
Am I?
Is that the part I was never warned about
That if you love too much you lose yourself
He was drowning me and I didn't notice
For I was blissfully swaying in the land of oblivion
