A few days ago, my friend @emily2u wrote down her happy moments mentioning my name. It was actually the answer of my hesitation for her life's happiness. But I am glad that my confusion got cleared by her. Thanks dear Emily. And now, I'm thinking about myself. What makes me happy? Simple question. But before answering that I think people should know other questions. What makes me angry? What's the reason of my odd behaviours? Well, I think this is the proper day to describe my feelings to this beautiful platform read.cash and I must say it will heal my internal pain also. No pain remains in heart after sharing it with friends. So here we go.

My journey starts changing after I had entered into the age of social media. Facebook, Twitter, Google+, Viber, Skype etc. were my place to submerge my feelings. I was totally addicted in these things. I am a good learner. And my journey with internet changed my perception of life. The hunger of knowing more & more made me more curious. I met a lots of people in my life. At the beginning, I was totally unaware of fake people. I was unaware of their zero emotion feelings. By the time I knew this thing. It was too late. Some people hurt me badly. I trusted wrong people and the result was so costly for me. They used me for their purposes. And when I asked for the favour, they denied and abandoned me. I had learnt my lessons but on what cost?

Ques: What makes me angry?

Ans: Lie and Betray.

These two things are so heinous crime that I cannot hold this things for a moment. My life totally changed for these reasons. A perfect lie which is hidden by it's owner can destroy a happy relationship. We all know that telling a lie is a great sin. Some people think that it doesn't matter. But my friend, it do matters. A person starts believing you, starts following your footsteps, starts respecting your works on what basis? Your character that plays a vital role with your perfect verbal words. And suddenly that person finds you as a liar oneday.... just imagine what will happen to that person. They will shatter in million pieces. On what cost? A perfect lie.

And now about betrayal. I think this thing doesn't need much explanation. You, me, we all know about it. Making someone believe on you and suddenly turning on that person makes you nothing but a coward, spineless betrayer. I hate it from my heart. History book will show you what happens to the betrayer in the end. They will have the same poison they used for others. Betrayer is betrayed in the end. So lie & betray, both makes me super angry. I can't tolerate this even it's not happening to me. I don't even handle that situation when someone infront of me become a victim of those. I lose control & the Almighty knows, I become a monster then. Because emotionally it is attached with me.

My friends always remain in fear because they know about my recent change and behaviours. Also they feel sorry for me. You cannot hold yourself back from it. You will seek justice or you will seek revenge. It will happen because your soul, your believe, your trust is broken. All your dreams are shattered like glass because someone betrayed you with their perfect lies. You believe them blindly and they misused your trust and faith.

Trust is so soft material. Once broken.... nothing can repair it. Even the wrong person changes for you and starts doing the right things. You will forgive them but deep inside you will feel betrayed by them. This is not a usual line to mention. It's a universal truth.

So those things make me angry. I forgive everything and everyone but not liars and betrayers. They changed me and made me feel monster. How can I just forgive them?

Please note: I am not here to hurt anyone feelings. Just sharing mine. Thanks a lot my friends. I feel much better now.

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