Am I Awake?

"I love you", the starting point of my love life. Hello, I am Sexy Endy. Let me introduce to you my not-so-loved life. In the month of April, I visit Omegle. I am now connected to a random stranger; he asks my name and my gender. After he knew it, he said his name is Eric Woo. Only by his name, he got my attention. If I will describe him, he is a naughty handsome man. After talking about some topics, I suddenly tease him with some cheesy words that made his heart flutter. He said, "I love you" and "Can I marry you" unexpectedly. But then, I realized he is really my ideal man. When he asked for my Wattpad account, I gave it to him. On this Wattpad account, we continue talking from the start of the day until our eyes are both tired. Every morning he texted me "good morning" and every night we are talking about our future relationship. Until one day, he said to me that it is their finals. I gave him 2 weeks for the preparation. After 2 weeks still no chat or text from him. Then, the next day he said that he failed on his grades. So, I gave him time to heal. I waited. In the month of June, my world wreck from his sisters’ chat. He is dead. Yes, the love of my life is dead. I am stilled in my position and my eyes suddenly close. I woke up, and look at the mirror beside me, OH MY GOSH! My face changed! When I look on my phone, I am in the year 2032! My mom said to me "Hey wake up you are late for your work; Eric is downstairs looking for you." "Mom, who do you mean Eric?" I said, “Eric your boyfriend,” she said. So, I left my bed and went downstairs quickly. A tall, dark man is in front of me, smiling with his kissable pinkish lips, emerald eyes, pointed nose, and sharp jawlines. My knees went weak and all I can say is "Are you, Eric?... Eric Woo?" "Yes, baby, what happened to you my Sexy?" And there my stomach is filled with butterflies. So, I smiled and just enjoy what is happening, I hope this is not a dream, please! After I prepare for my work, we go to buy some coffee. After sitting, I quickly asked this question, "Baby, can you tell me how you are alive? because your sister told me 11 years ago that you are dead?" I spoke. "Baby, listen to me, the moment my sister told you I am dead, it is me who tells her to do that. It is because I am confined for 5 years due to my attempted suicide. I don't want you to suffer from too much overthinking, that is why I decided to tell you that. After I woke up, I immediately request my parents to go to your house and tell you and your parents the truth. I also said to your parents if I could court you and they said yes after 3 months of testing me. And here we are loving each other and soon marrying each other.” With watery and teary eyes, I look at my hand and saw a precious diamond ring. The only words I said to him "I love you, Eric" and kissed him on his lips. I found him stutter that made me frowned. He said, "You never let me kiss your lips but-" I kissed him again and smile at him with happy eyes. He just smirks at me and sends me to my work. After my 9 hours ship, he fetches me and goes to our house. Before I enter our house, he said "Sexy, I will go now, so rest and take care of yourself, okay? I love you so much and you made me feel special today with that kiss of yours. I love you Sexy" After that word my heart skipped a beat and I said "I love you, baby, you will always be special to me. Goodnight and thank you!" With that, I go to my bed feeling happy and contented. I happily close my eyes. I woke up with my mom shaking my body. She looks so worried, and I asked her why. She said I collapsed for almost 5 hours. My mind is not working right now, but I know I just sleep on my bed and- wait, Am I Awake? Am I awake from that dream? The whole thing with him is just a dream? I asked my mom what year I am in. She said in the year 2021. I cannot believe it and I just went up to our rooftop and find out it is night. With a weak body, I stare at the full moon thinking and wishing that him being with me is not a dream. Here I am hoping that everything is real while looking at the moon full of sadness. All I can say is farewell, handsome, until our chapter begins again, I love you.