The Past(A mother's sacrifice)

#38-6 blog 💚 May,8,2022 💚 10:58 pm

Blessed Sunday read. cash family! Hope that you are all doing well today! Before anything else, I would like to greet all mothers around the world that HAPPY MOTHERS DAY. MABUHAY TAYONG LAHAT NG INA.!`

To my mama,

Thank you so much to my mother for giving me life, I saw your sacrifice for my siblings when I was a child, I know it's not easy for you to take care of us, I am not the ideal daughter I know and I was admitted that I'm a little naughty and give you a hard time and headache as well. I learned to read and write because of you, you teach me patiently even though a slow learner child. You are slapping my hand because the letter i write is different from what you should be writing. I was so thankful for that.

But, there are times also that we fight it takes a years before we reconcile, I was so upset with you because you turn your back on me when I needed your support, I just want you only to take off the child so that I can find a better job but you did not instead you are blaming me on what happened to me. That was so painful to me that my mother cannot support me during my downs. I don't know where to go, I don't anywhere to run, I keep asking myself why?

That is the reason why I push to went back here to manila to give the custody of my child to his father, I don't have a choice, during that time my son is 5 yrs old and almost going to school I can't send him to school, I didn't have permanent work and house to leave-in. I will never forget that moment when I leave my son to his father while walking going out to the mall I heard my son's voice crying calling me, it was ao painful for me I was crying also but that's only the way to have my son a better life, his father has a good job that can give all that he needs.

As time goes by my anger also disappears, despite everything that happen in the past you are still my mother and gave birth to me to see how beautiful the world is, no matter how painful our past we cannot bring it back we have to forget, forgive, learn from mistakes and continue the challenge for life.

As of now my mom and I are ok, we are on good terms now, just this evening we have a video call because they miss her granddaughter(my second born child), and we greet each other a happy mothers day.

About my son (firstborn child)he has a better life now, he is 16 yrs old and we are most communicating thru messenger, this afternoon he greets me also.

Being a mother is not easy. The sacrifice I made for my son also brought good to his life, even though we are not living together under the same roof I know he loves me as I do.

That is it for now read. cash family.Thank you for the time to read my article. God bless you and keep safe always.

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