Need to be strong

#73 Blog

September 13,2022

10:14pm (philippines)

Its been a long time since i last publish my last article,i decided to stop and relax my mind because i felt so exusted the past months,i have lots of ups and down,that sometimes i want to quit for all the trials but i realized to calm myself and fucos on my baby that need me most.

I feel that im alone even that my husband beside me and comforted me,sleepless night,crying alone when they all asleep,i dont know why i felt that way.Selfpitty,discourage and hopeless thats what i feel on the past few months that im in active here.

Im out of knowhere,alone and no one understand me,i dont want to talk to anyone,i dont want to go outside.Searching myself again and asking what happen to me,until i posted on my facebook account about what im going through..

One of my friend commented on that post,shes my long time friend since on my single days,so that she knows me more and she said that i need to dm her immediately,then we talk privately,she advice me and said that i need to be strong for my baby,I have a teary eyes while replying on her message to me.

After reading all her advices i felt relax,all my burdens inside and heavy feelings goes out,im crying a lot while we have our conversation on private message.

My very old friends advice helps me a lot to recover on my depression,thank to her,that even we are miles away she let me feels that shes there always to comfort and listen to me,no matter what,a big thanks to her..

Lots of my friend also give support to me and telling me to be more stronger for the sake of my baby unica princess,until slowly i overcome my depression.

Is it possible to have a late post partum depression?

Thanks God..

Thank you for your time to read..

Godbless you all

@ajlove14