Unmotivated

Again? Yes, and it was started when I feel so empty and my fur baby still in the process of healing. My attention, focus and money spend almost to my ASUL. I want to talk to someone everyday but I don't want to bother anyone at all. You know, everyone is busy and minding their own life as well.

So I started to post again on noise despite my plan was to focus here and search for another paying app or site. I want to join on hive as soon as possible but when I join on Pinoy discord, I don't understand hive 😅. I joined torum but I can't connect my metamask wallet until now. Because I'm not in the mood, I just leave it for a while.

The effects of my prayers last time is still extended. I still receive orders from my shopee and my dad's shopee. From zero per week, atlist I have 3-4 order per week since July 29. I have no choice but to paint crates or packed other items. I even finish my personal thank you card just to boost my mood.

But it doesn't work, I'm still unmotivated and move just like a robot. So what I did is , I punch . Yes I punch..

That's my coaster made of punch needle art.. When I am mad, I punch, when there's no one to talk to, I punch. When I don't want to cry, I punch. When I want to punch my devil Aunt, I punch 😂 and tadaaaaa! Got some coasters 😂

I hope tips from noise and here on read will get back , so that I don't need to bother people how to join on other site because I'm really slow to understand it. And besides, writing article is not my forte and I am more on crafting. Because my craft is not salable, so I need a back up. I hope next week, I can start over again and get a guts to other platforms.