@aj_u2 6 September 2021 edited

Lazy Weeks...

What!? Lazy for a week? Duh! I can even lazy for a month,a year or my whole life 😂. How many times that I said to myself that I will be more active in readcash and noisecash so that I can expand my vocabularies, learn something new, make virtual friends and my favorite - earn money 😉. But my unmotivated and dead brain don't function and my body always cooperate on that. And besides, cashes is not work, it was supposed to enjoy . So if I'm going to spend my whole time on both platform , it's already a work for me and I won't enjoy it. So I just posted this past few days on noise if I have something to post, and I decided to have sponsorship to some of here to share some blessings that I received from my generous , kind, gorgeous sponsors. Right now, I don't want to push myself to do something that I don't feel at all. For me,it's better to be productive than just to be busy. What makes me decide to take seriously the platform? Well, I'm not really nice and I feel sometimes envious, so every time I see someone posting their savings or what they earn here, I am trying to copy them because it looks cool and I want to be cool too 😂.. yeah yeah yeah! I know being envious is not good and it's a root of evil ,but what should I do? That's what I felt when I saw some posts about their Earnings here. I even bought a keyboard that can connect to my cellphone so that I can type fast before words and ideas rumbling on my head before it became POOF! Coco crunch and gone 😂. But nah! Having it doesn't push me to write 😂, I even paint it and put a design thinking that I can feel more to use it. Well, atlist I have now my own design because of it and now will be my another source of income (literally work). How many days that I am telling to myself " hey YOU, c'mon be active and write alot, post alot" - ok ok , I will do that starting tommorow.... And tommorow comes , I was like - aahhhhhhhhhhhhh.. I checked myself, while I'm on my bed trying to get well after I took my first vaccine and ask why... Of course I answered myself. Because it's not me.. most of them doing this because they enjoyed it, because it's their goal, it's because they're very happy doing it.. oooops! Don't get me wrong, I am happy here too , but I have some interest that I am more enjoying to do .. so I said Angela! Stop! You can't stay on track if your pressuring yourself and copying them. Do read and noise for you to learn more and enjoy more, just write that you feel what to write that will benefit the readers. Catch up with your fellas here and make more fellas from time to time. That's what I exactly told to my self while facing on the mirror with swaying my hair 😂.

Be you, don't be me 🦥