I was 18 when i got pregnant, a unwanted pregnancy. When I knew that I was pregnant I felt happy at the same worried, very worried. what will my family reaction if they learned that i was pregnant? ofcourse they will get angry and disappointed on me.
Beacuse of the thought of thair reaction, I've decided to take a medicine to get rid the child inside me. I take 1 medicine and never do it again because I felt guilty and afraid of what will happen next. I was thankful that time because nothing happened to the baby.
I've decided and my boyfriend to tell my parents about my pregnancy, and just what I've expected my mother get angry to the point she slap me. I never complained of what she did to me because I understand, I knew to my self that it was my fault.
After a month I decided to live with my boyfriend and I'm very thankful because he's reponsible and very willing to take care of me. He worked hard for us and did not rely to others.
Until the day came, it was four in the morning when i felt pain in my tummy. I never thought that the labor process was this really painful. It start at four am and the baby out at five thirthy pm. It was a long labor and if ever I did not make it, they said I will undergo CS, that's why i try harder that time and I did it.
When I saw my child that time, I felt happy and completed at the same regretting of what i have done to him. when my mother saw her grandchild I knew she was happy because I can see it in her face, and i'm glad that she accepted the fact that I was a mother at the age of 19 and I never regret that I've decided the right decision of my life.
lesson: don't let yourself into something if you are not ready for the consequences.