I need to find
That one, lost little memory
That is now history.
Thoughts that are always with me,
Times when I didn't have success
But then I had all my friends
To whome I had promised to be with till the end.
Promuses were broken,
No words were spoken
Even though the friends did depart
They still are in my heart.
This word forgot all,
Left me with memories to enthral
I think everyone thinks I forgot
But just know that I will not.
Now, eyes filled with shame,
My life won't be the same,
All thr promise I broke,
Are now nothing but smoke.
Memories are windows to the past,
But how long could they last?
Someday they all will be forgotten
And all my feelings will be rotten.
Now I am crazy
Wishing I hadn't stopped trying,
My life was remarkable
And I was unstoppable.
I want back my people and that time,
Before I changed paradigm,
Never again would I be complete
But I still have my memories, sweet.