Hi i'm abi, a college student, i'm currently struggling financially, i'm sorry for ranting, its just, this covid thing has been testing me and my family physically, emotionally, and financially. Today, we talked about what's going to be our lunch for tomorrow, its our daily routine, because obviously, we need to budget our food, money, and other resources, for us to make it until my ate's next salary, its awfully sad to think that there will be a day where there will be no food left to eat, and we need to accept that, but we need to stay strong, we need the strength to be able to face and encounter another battle, a battle i'm not ready for, a battle where you'll be facing your fears, and it is worse than facing reality, a battlefield inside your own head, a battle u might lose, a battle where you are your own enemy, and yes, its depression. But hey, look at the bright side, i'm alive, we're still alive, still surviving, breathing, healthy, and way more luckier than other people who lost their lives all because of covid, hunger, and other inhumane acts of the government, it is depressing how the world reacts to this matter. Am i being too emotional? i'm sorry i never had a chance to speak up to a friend about my problems, its frustrating, anyway, have a nice day!