What?I look lost? Why?

I don't know what have been happening to me today, for every time I've been asking something all responses I've got was "what happening to you it's looks like you're always lost"? As in? And I was like what? and I asked myself what was happening, how and where did I lost? Really? It feels like I'm not updated with what is happening to me. I feel irritated already, I asked them why and how they come up with that idea. I shut up my mouth when I see them angry with me ( they feel high blood na daw because of me? Just wow!). I'm confused already with myself. Is there something wrong with me? Now that I don't feel depressed, I look lost? Why? when I don't feel okay no one notice that I'm not okay, now that I've found my life again I look lost? What's happening.

I just asked about my salary why I still received my full salary when I have one absent and because of that I look lost already? What's wrong is it me or them? I don't want to save my salary for this week, I want to spend it all once for I feel like there's a negative vibe in it. Call me lost or insane that's what I'm feeling right now.

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