In The Darkness Surrounding Me I am Still The Same
Contending everyday to muster up and conflating concurrently my breached self. Gathering up my own existence to look like i am sturdy, was never shattered and amounting myself entirely. I remorse over what went down the drain and apprehend what i concede. My existence is thoroughly encompassed by means of what i have and what i eschewed. It triggered a mess in me of staying in between being entire and gone wrecked. I stopped justifying the truths turned into lies.
I just halted hunching myself compensating what was out of my strength to manage. Never have anything switched or ceased to rescue my wrecked or my lost soul. I grew toilsome to be understood, i looked like a egotistical existence holding on for life. I ceased pursuing what made me seem virtuous in other people's views.
ceased people from ingressing my confines. I carried myself through hell and high water. I never came back to that naive me who tried to make world shine through her scintillating fire. The truth is that in profound tiers surrounding my soul i am still subdued but this world has made my true self laborious to be visible.
Deep down my soul i still yearn for the light,charm and ecstacy but ugliness surrounding me has drawn a margin of lending my portions of existence. I now make people yearn for my vibes and i keep myself away from the dark tales of this world.
i am sturdy, was never shattered and amounting myself entirely. I remorse over what went down the drain and apprehend what i concede. My existence is thoroughly encompassed by means of what i have and what i eschewed. It triggered a mess in me of staying in between being entire and gone wrecked. I stopped justifying the truths turned into lies. I just halted hunching myself compensating what was out of my strength to manage. Never have anything switched or ceased to rescue my wrecked or my lost soul. I grew toilsome to be understood, i looked like a egotistical existence holding on for life. I ceased pursuing what made me seem virtuous in other people's views.