It the d-day,the awaiting day I have always wait for to come but before I start let me take you a little back to the past so you won't get confused.
I met him while in school,then I was only out of a regrettable relationship so it so hard to go into another,the fact that I need to be alone is what comes to my mind but he refuse to leave me to myself,he tried to make me happy but I don't seems to see it,he care but the heartbreak still make me ignore all his good doings. I fight so hard to make it work but it hurting me so hard so I had to end the relationship without giving a reason but we still keep in touch with eachother.
A year after,we met again which in me I think we should be able to work things out,he didn't think about the breakup he still want me again. We go on and on but still I can't see his effort to make the relationship work, alway want to be the man and he didn't argue doing everything out of love,but during my final year I had to end the relationship again which I know he was so broken but I had no choice. Although I feel for him but still don't understand what is happening to me because I find it hard to forgive myself of my past and to forget my past 💔.
THE JOURNEY
This year we were able to get in touch again the third time,non of us was able to keep a relationship,so we decided to come together,plan the future together and go on a journey of life.At first,we are having second thought but we decide to see first and talk about it
I'm travelling to meet with him,I hope we are about to take good decision of our life.
Part 2 coming up tomorrow