Its been 2 years since you came into our lives. I remember the time when I already feel that you're here in my womb even if I didnt used a pregnancy test yet. Your existence in this world is not planned but somehow the half of me have the feeling the you will come.
I remember the exact date when the half of me and the half of your dad become one and it was you our little one.
Its February 2018 when someone noticed that I am getting bigger. I didnt noticed it but I have the feeling that there was something strange on my mood and routine. I already thought of you but I am not sure so I decided to tell your dad about it. It was February 19 2018 when I used the pregnancy test kit to confirm that I am pregnant. Before I put my urine to the test kit, I prayed to God that whatever the result is, let him guide us. Even though the other side of me saying, how come do you ask God about the guidance if you know in the first place the you did wrong. Yes, we are not married yet when our little one came into our lives.
After we knew that I am pregnant. We went to the church and looked for our pastor for counseling. He enlightened us that what we did is wrong , we committed sin but it doesn't mean that the baby inside on my womb is a mistake.
The pastor said to us : Children are inheritance from God above and they are a blessing. He said that while touching my tummy and he said I love you to my little one. He also enlightened us that marraige is a sacred matrimony. He said that dont get married just because you're pregnant. Do the marraige because you love each other. He prayed for us and tell us to repent and never did the same mistakes again.
We decided to get married, not because I am pregnant but because we need to live in a same house together. I am still working until I reached my 37 weeks of pregnancy.
As you can in the picture, my stomach is smaller than other. My OB-GYN told me to eat foods that has a high source of protein to make my little one bigger.
Everyday I always eat taho, put it in my tumbler and eat in inside my working station hehe. My shift for my whole pregnancy journey is AM shift. It is 6AM to 2PM. I need to wake up 4AM and went to office by 5:20 AM. Sometimes I also rendered overtime haha. I spend 4 hours overtime so instead of 2PM out time, my out time will be 6PM. Commuting in Makati was so hard specially on the rush hour but since I am pregnant, I am priority. I am always on priority lanes and never had a hard time to wait in the line 😄 I do it in Rufino to Ayala and Ayala to Market Market via BGC Bus.
From my 6 months of pregnancy, my little one was in the right position but in my 7 months of pregnancy we find out that he's a breach. I did a lot of things to be able to make him in a right position because I want a normal delivery. I put a flashlight on the lower part of my tummy, I let him hear a sound. A classical songs thatI downloaded. I also did exercise. On my last check up on my OB-GYN in Makati, she said that my little one was in a right position and my worries stopped because I am confident that I can do a normal delivery.
September 29, 2018 , I already filed a maternity leave. The picture above is my last day with my officemate. They gave me a gift and a cake. As I've mentioned in my previous article. I am planning to back on my job but my little one doesnt want to feed on bottle so after 3 months of leave. I filed a resignation letter by January 2019.
October 1, 2018. We were in the province that time. We went to the clinic for check up and also to talk to the OB-GYN who will help me to delivered my baby. While she did the ultrasound , we find out that my little one was still breach and has a 3 times cord coil. I am so scared that time. All I know , my little one is in the right position as per her OB-GYN in Makati. So the OB-GYN said, I need to go on Ceasarian Operation because my little one is breach and cord coil. Without a word, we agreed to the OB-GYN and prepare for my operation.
October 3, 2018 We went to the hospital by 9 AM. The time of my operation is 10:00 AM but it got delayed for some reasons. I dont know what to feel that time. I am praying to God that my little one and me will be safe. When the time I entered the operating room , I told myself not to sleep and I need to heard my little one first cry. The anesthesiologist already injected me the anesthesia and my feeling that time was like I was high 😄 I heard them while doing the operation but I didnt feel anything until I heard someone's crying.
Its my little one 💞
At exactly 11:11 AM, my little one finally saw the world. We named him Jeane Kyrie.
Jeane meaning God is gracious and Kyrie meaning Lord.
Part 2 will published later...
Nice article bro.....