@Yen 14 September 2021 more from that month

I just go with the flow and there's something happened.

I am always asked myself if am I enough? What's wrong with me? Why people always leaving me after I gave everything to them? 4 years of relationship with the man I love and I thought he would be my last but I am wrong. After 4 years of togetherness I thought we were stable and waiting for the right time to marry but I am wrong again. One day I am shocked because he said it's over and he packed all his things and leave me in the house alone. I was so depressed that time to the point that I want to end up my life but luckily I have a friend of mine whos always there to me. *Hey Bea! You don't deserved him! If he doesn't love you anymore then move on. There's a lot of guy there waiting for you. Just look around and enjoy life.* *I don't know how to enjoy life after what happened and there's a lot of guys waiting for me? I am not young anymore. My age is not found on the calendar anymore and I don't think that I can find a guy again who will love me.* *Cheer up! You know why? I will attend to a party tomorrow. You want to join me? Just to forget being broken for a while. And we never know! Maybe your destiny is there.* *Party? Alcohol beverage? Noisy environment? Revealing clothes? You know that I am not into that.* *Oh c'mon Bea! It's 2021 now. Please be a modern Filipina. Change your style and learn to explore. You will join the party with me tomorrow okay?* Since Mia insisted that I will join her on the party , I already said yes. To be honest I am not into that. I am a college instructor now and I don't want to join those kind of party because of my profession but because I want to breathe and forget my ex boyfriend for a while then I go with Mia. ***In the party.*** I am not familiar with the place. I just followed Mia because she that one who knows this. I am not also familiar with the people and I am comfortable on saying hello to them. They are wearing swimwear attire because it's a pool party but me? I can't. I wear a beach dress that is not too revealing. Mia and I walked in the venue and Mia told me to enjoy the party and as we walk near the pool area someone blocked our way because he didn't see us walking. *What do you think you're doing? You have no respect on us.* *I'm so sorry Miss. It's not my intention.* *Next time drink moderately so that you can manage to control yourself!* Mia told me that the guy look so sincere that it's not his intention to blocked us but I don't care. We went to pool are and sit there and after a few minutes a group of people called Mia and I told her to go and I will stay on the spot where we are sitting. I am alone on the chair that time when someone approach me and gave me a drink. And it was the guy who blocked us earlier. Since I am annoyed to him and I don't want to say that I don't drink I accepted the bottle of beer and after I drink a couple of bottles I got tipsy. The guy invited me to another place together with his friends and in that place they play a game. It was a kissing game where you will follow the body part on the dice. Because I am tipsy and became so bold and confident I said that I'm in but when our turn came and he will kiss me I run and leave the place. The guy followed me and said he likes me but I told him maybe he was just drunk because he looks so young and I am not. But he insisted that he loves me and then because of that I told him my story about how I got broken with my four years relationship. I cried and cried while sharing the stories and because of that I feel so helpless until he kiss me and because I got carried away I just go with the flow and there's something happened. To be continued..

Authors note : 95% unique and the one 5% is the sentence in red stating. ***If he doesn't love you anymore then move on.*** And upon opening the **~~link~~** why the 5% was plagiarized , I saw that the link contains an advice with the question Why doesn't Jeffrey love me anymore. Yays! https://y-answers.com/question/index?qid=20061117193443AAjMgTc So I didn't mind to change the 5% plagiarized.