@Yen 27 January 2022 more from that month

My fingers calling me to tap tap tap. I heard our neighborhood yelling at the teenagers on the street. " *Kababata nyo palang makikire na kayo*" then she pour a pale of water to the street so that the teenagers left the place. It was 8 PM that time and there's a couple of male and female teenager standing on the street side. They consider it as there hang out area as they are always there every night because I can hear thier laughter even if I am inside our house. I think they are in the age range of 12 to 15 years old and yeah too young to hang out during night time on my thinking as of the moment but I remember when I was on thier age I am also like that and I am more worse that them as I am going to some place and drink together with those random guys that I didn't know because I am just a psychic of my cousin that time. Those teenagers are my friends on Facebook. They are the one who added me anyway. I witnessed how they do trash talk on social media and how they posted inappropriate content like this post " ***LF Kapatong "*** . With a very young age and given the fact that almost of thier relatives are thier friends in Facebook. Sometimes I am turning on the notification just to know who's the one who will comment on that post. ***Expectations vs reality***. I know we are all relatable to this as we all know social media is fake. I mean toy can fake your life situation like pretending that your happy even if when you're sad or pretending that you have a say but in reality your parents is work so hard just to raise you. Given the fact that they are my neighborhood I know exactly what their life is. And it's funny when they flexing and posting some post that is totally far different in thier current situation. I barely posted in social about our family situation because I know it's not good if I will broadcast it. Its also my way of being private individual here in our place. Typically my Facebook wall consist of memes or just a random sharing thoughts or videos. This past few days it's feels like I am not align in what I am because of anxiety I got triggered to post my health condition. I have a purpose for that thats why I posted it. I want them to read it just to let them knew how's me. But after a series of post I stopped realizing that it's not still appropriate to shout out what going on in my life. The other day I my day a screenshot of my appics account and there's someone who message me asking about the app then I have no choice but to share it to her but I really don't know if she signed up. I am posting my other money earnings app there but not my read.cash because for me it's not safe to share it as my account here serves as my online diary though my sister in law and my cousin also a member here. Well maybe I can share it the platform but not my username haha. Earlier my cousin messaged me about the pegaxy because I my day that I am on the waiting list for the scholarship. Again I have no choice but to share it to her. She applied for a scholarship earlier , if you read a username jelly on the discord that's her. She is a medical student and she has an axie too. I don't know why she's want to be scholar where in fact she can afford to buy pega. My goodness , I am starting this article with those teenagers and ended up sharing my thoughts about expectations versus reality and about my social media account haha. As of this typing , I am here in the Sala and the kids are watching cocomelon. I am writing now because I feel like I want to write and my fingers calling me to tap my keypad.

Another random article guys. Thanks for reading..