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Sunday mood: A late published. Christmas is nearly coming but we don't have any plans on how to celebrate it. It's our 2nd Christmas having a broken family and you know instead of feeling the happiness , I feel the sadness because I really missed having a complete family. I was crying while typing this as I am really sad thinking about the idea. Other families are happy celebrating Christmas while us is not. We are having a hard time deciding if where will be celebrating the Christmas. We want to celebrate the Christmas in my in-laws house but I am thinking with my father because he will be sad for sure if we are leaving him alone in the house. As per my mother , she will be celebrating Christmas in my Aunt's house because she don't want to go home and she requested it we can send my niece there but the problem is that my father will know it. I know he will not in favor of this because last week he knew that we went to the place where my mother work and his mood changed and didn't talk to me until he leave the house Monday morning and go to his job. For us adults , Christmas is not that especially unlike the kids. You know the excitement of the kids during Christmas because of gifts that they will recieved. The excitement on thier new clothes on Christmas and the events and happening like going to the mall and amusement park on pre COVID era. -- We didn't celebrate Christmas as fabulous as New year. Usually we didn't wake up during Christmas Eve and we didn't cook that much. When I was working in Manila I didn't go here in the province during Christmas because for my father New Year is important. I really missed a complete family even if we are now showy in terms of being clingy but atleast we know that we are complete. My two younger brother is working in Manila and for sure they will go here on Christmas. My sister has a duty on Christmas and for sure we will be the one in here as usual. -- When I was a kid , I am not really excited during Christmas because I don't a godparents near our place. I was baptized in Manila thats why and until now I never met my godparents only my one godfather who is the son of the godmother of my parent during thier wedding. But even though I didn't received something from my godparents. I am happy because my parents gave me gift and my other relatives. I am happy with the Christmas party , Christmas carol gaming and our bonding during Christmas times. You know the happiness when you go house to house together with your friends and you will be looking for delicious food like Salad and Leche Plan. Buying a food or toys out of the money that you recieved from others. Napamaskuhan haha. I remember when I was a kid I am happy buying hello wafer in the store because I have money because on the normal days it's not possible for me to buy that food because naghihinayang ako. It's just a small size but it cost 5 pesos haha. -- I don't have any topics to write about today that's why I wrote this. It's part of my isipin now kasi. As much as I want to be happy I don't find a reason to be happy. Don't take it wrong , I know theres a lot of reason to be happy but thinking about our family makes me sad. I really wish that next year my family will be okay so that I can also start to plan for my own family. -- Good morning readcasher! This article is meant to publish a last last day but I am publishing it now. My feelings are heavy that time but now I must say that I am a bit good. It feels like my anxiety was lessen because of the good laugh that I feel on our group chat yesterday. You know we all having take a break yesterday hehehe. So that's it. Let's spread good vibes today with all the love of the Lord 🙏
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Why don't bring your father along with you? Para di naman sya ma sad.
Ayun nga Sabi ko sa kanya , sama nalang sya samin. Pumayag Naman.
Ganun talaga, pagka malaki na tayo at naging adult, di na kasi material, masaya talaga pagka magkasama sama. Kami din sis, ngayon di kami masaya lalo wala na bahay kaya papupuntahin ko parents ko dito samin. Sama sama na lang muna kami dito kahit maliit lang nirerentahan namin. Importante magkasam. Haaayy buhay.
Yes , Ang importante ngayon magkasama and I envy those family na kompleto haysss
Mahirap talaga sis. Pero laban lang. Iba iba talaga hinaharao ng tao nuh?
Oo . Minsan sobrang anxious Tayo Kasi iniisip natin Yung mga problem natin pero kapag sinubukan mong tumingin sa paligid maiisip mo na mas blessed kapa e.
Ako din ngayon Yen eh di excited kaag pasko. Dito kasi sa lugar namin eh di kami close sa kamag anak ng asawa ko. So alam mo yung feeling na dayo ka lang. Tapos 3 lang naman kami kaya di na ako naghahanda ng husto. New year talaga pinaghahandaan namin eh..
Same feels mommy dito sa place namin. Parang dayo kami pero choice ko kasi na Hindi makisama . Dati open na open kami dito nung nandito si Mama Kasi Marites Yun e. Ngayon aloof nako. Wala nadin nagpupunta sa bahay Kasi nga Wala na si Mama.
Same choice ko din, di kasi maganda ang simula namin ng mga kamag anak nila. May agawan sa bahay at lupa na tinitirhan namin ngayon. Di nila tanggap na kami ang tumira dito. Eh wala sila magawa kasi byenan ko bumili ng lupa at nagpagawa ng bahay.
Walang makakapantay sa saya pag kasama mo buong family mo miss yen. Pray lang miss yen at ma okay din ang lahat. Tiwala lang po kay God.🙏 Ako ngayon miss pinuproblema ko kasi isa yung lugar namin nasalanta ng bagyo. Doon pa talaga nag landfall sa lungsod namin. Sobrang lapit lang talaga.😭 Kabilang baryo lang.😭 Ngayon magpapasko silang walang kuryente dun at walang mga bahay. Sobrang hirap.😭 Thankful parin ako dahil safe yung family ko.🙏😭
Ang mahalaga safe Yung pamilya. Makabangon din
Oo miss yen. Sobrang thankful po talaga kay God.🙏😭
Ung dakwa ko nga ding kapatid ay masa malayo batangas lang naman pero kahit ganon diko sila namimiss hahahaha abno talaga ako Madam's no ahahaha
Dati nung nasa Manila ako diko din Naman sila namimiss haha. Pero ngayon Kasi siguro lagi akong mag Isa nag hahanap din ako ng pamilya
Kami sa family namin lagi kaming sumasalubing sa Christmas eve kya nga sad ako dito sa lugar ko ngaun ndi nila masyado sincelebrate ang pasko
Sad nga. Mommy. Di kayo nauwi ?
Gusto ko sna kaso ang hirap naman na magbus kami taz dalawang transfer pa sa bus dahil wla ng derecho manila na bus galing province
I can understand how difficult it would be to face this situation, while your family is not together. I pray for ultimate happiness for your family. Don't be sad dear.
Thank you sis.
My kids can't wait to go at their grandparents pra daw makapamasyal sila sa town at makita mga Christmas decors sa central town.. As long's everyone is healthy un n lng isipin mo kung imposible na magkakasama sama kau ng fam mo
Always praying for that sis